THE WAY IT IS

2008-07-22T03:01:00.001+08:00

bothering with the things i bother. i miss blogspot sometimes.

2007-12-23T00:05:00.001+08:00

I think I'll switch back here soon.

2007-10-12T02:36:00.001+08:00

go here
, I think I'll be updating my post there more often. But I'll be leave this blog ard still for the links. Ha!

2007-10-02T19:51:00.001+08:00

A little late, but I still wanna blog abt this. Ha!

So the long awaited POC had officially ended on Saturday. Hitched a ride from Shuyu's mum tgt with Cheryl.

Mount Faber Safra was where they filmed the 'Bao Jia Wei Guo' starring Felicia Chin, Tay Ping Hui, Bryan Wong and Dawn Yeoh. I got pretty excited over it, cant figure out why anyway.

(pardon the many Sir s and Mdm s to come, I feel kind of weird calling them by their name)
Okay, back to topic. We reached there early, sat in Ya Kun for awhile with Cheryl and chatted with Charles Sir and Gina Mdm.
Went up to the assemble area when the time was nearing and William Sir did a not so short briefing on the sequence of event that was going to happen.After briefing, Juliet wrote down msges to put on the board for Junhao Sir, Meizhu Mdm and Nazi Sir. Had our rehearsal after that, super boring but necessary. Went to change into out full-u at ard 5pm, took pictures as a whole course and continued with a bit of rehearsing, thereafter, we had some time to snap pictures. Yup, most of us with camera went ard taking pictures.

7pm, all of us got ready for the actual thing. Went into the dining area where we stood for more than 40 minutes. Listened to all the speeches by the GOH, Chief Commisioner, Mr Tan and I'm not sure who else. Actually, the speeches are quite meaningful if we listen to them with expectant and willing heart but sadly, it took too long and I guess most of us just mental blocked whatever they were saying.

Then finally at ard 7:40pm, the mounting of rank began! Smiles lit up on our faces and everyone was waiting eagerly for it. Chub, Cheryl, Jian Nan, Benjamin and my rank was mounted by one of the Zone 4 officers, Mr Simon Quek. Most of us was smiling away as he took of our officer trainee 'rank' and placed the CSO grade 6 rank on. & that stupid Benjamin! kept on asking me to cry, but I didnt anyway, I was too happy. Cheryl nearly did though. Haha.

Next up, announcing of Best Overall Trainees and Most Outstanding Trainee from each division-
Alpha: Wenbin & Xinying
Bravo: Fangyu & Grace
Charlie: Tianlin & Huiwen
Best Overall; Jian Nan & Pearl Ning
Congrats! All of your hardwork paid off!

Started the whole course of dinner and performance next. The officers did a video slide show for us, and gave a mini speech through the video too. I likeee!

Juliet performance was 2nd in line and we sang 'At the beginning' and had them view a video slide show. The response was very good if you were to ask my opinion. No other grp, maybe except Oscar have gotten that kind of respond from the audience. The officers and the newly born officers were singing and laughing away at our video. I’m glad, there was a lot of effort put into the video by Cheryl. 80% done by her, not that I'm complaining that others didn’t do anything but it was cause we wanted to give them a surprise too. Anyway, Cheryl burn a CD of the video slide show for everyone in Juliet. Evelyn did the board that we gave to our officers and Massha cut out those cards that we wrote on. Our GI & SI gave us a personally written card each. Nice!

Went to Habourfront Mac after the whole event, with some of the newborn Zone 1 & 2 officers and Charles Sir. Chatted for abt an hour abt NCO course, and had a good laugh. Cabbed home with Charles Sir and Peixuan after that.

TO SOME OF THE PEOPLE IN OTC'07

From the start till the end, Juliet!

Yo! Thanks for all the fun that we had tgt. During the rehearsing for campfire item before camp phase, to the discussion of the carpark management during the project phase, at the big empty space at city hall. Some disagreements and irritation over long meetings, but nevertheless, everything worked out in the end. Everyone had put in their effort to make each and every task that we had a success. Our wonderful group instrutors who was always supporting us all the way, motivating, encouraging us. Their invaluable guidance and advices. Thank you for everything Juliet!
OSCAR!
Hello! Surprise to see your grp here? Haha. I just wanna thank all of you in supporting during the campfire when I was the division cheer I/c. Thanks for cheering tgt with me. (=

BRAVO!!!!!!!
I seriously think that we are the best division ever! We even have a group cheer during the POC. "Hey Bravo, Hey Bravo! Bravo hey, Bravo Ho, Ho Bravo! Bravo Ho, Bravo Hey, Hey Bravo!"

CFC'07
It was a wonderful experience planning the campfire with all of you. I learnt a few things while being part of this committee. The laughters and brain-racking of ideas for the campfire. Although, we didn't manage to carry out everything according to plan cause it rained but I'm sure that everyone learnt an important lesson from this- backup plan is no less important than the actual thing. To Gina and Hwee Chin Mdm, I’ve learnt a lot of leadership skills from the both of you. Although your might feel that at times you were too harsh to us, but to me, I felt that it was necessary for us to grow up, to be future officers. Thank you for your guidance and advice!

ZONE 1!
I think we have the highest passing rate among all the zone. Well-done!

To those who have helped/motivated me in someway or another during the course.

Grace, Valerie and Adelard. Thanks for your help during the route march. I believe that your were tired too but your still chose to help me up the stairs and I'm really grateful for that cause I was feeling damm lousy when I started lagging behind.

Officers who walked up that flight of stairs with us. It was actually quite motivating to see your walk up the stairs like it was no big deal. It kinda spurred me on, to not give up half-way. Rich guy! Idk if you still remembered asking me if I was okay during the route march, but I was quite gan dong cause it shows that you looked out for us. Haha. Thanks! Meizhu Mdm, thanks for singing along with me/us throughout the hike, quite entertaining eh. Haha.

People who were walking at the back, during the route march. The "Endure! Endure!" really came in handy. It was also another reason for not giving up. Thank you!

Cheryl. Hey girl! Thanks for everything during the course. I'm glad for you cause I've got someone to complain to when I get irritated over stuffs and someone to gush to abt when I saw my eye candy. The endless chatting during theory, camp and project phase. I likeeeeeee! Haha! Through this course, I've found a great friend. I don’t know if I’ll be as close to you now if we weren’t in the same grp. Love ya loads!

Peixuan. Had fun doing the MOI with ya at my house. So tired, but we still managed to do it. Thanks for helping me think of the cheers and songs and going out with me to buy our camp stuffs before camp phase. Thanks a lot! Love ya too!

Sam Sir. Weird that I wanna thank him. But I found out from Charles Sir that the video speech from our instructor was actually done by him and he even went to Charles Sir workplace just to get him in the video. I think that was really nice of him. Thanks for the IT support throughout this course!

Wenbin. The only person that is not from my division and not from cfc that I think I’m good friends with. Maybe, because we both live in Hougang area then we took cab to HQ tgt before. Haha. Anyway, I think you really are confident of yourself when you were course i/c and triage i/c. I admire you for that (=

AS WE GO ON, WE REMEMBER, ALL THE TIMES WE SPENT TGT. AND AS OUR LIVES CHANGE, COME WHATEVER, WE WILL STILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER.

I hope we’ll stay friends forever and our love for sjab will never die.

Okay, a little too mushy.
Take care people! See ya ard in HQ and HQ events!

2007-10-01T02:42:00.000+08:00

hello! have i not send anyone their photos? plas tag me or msg me. cheers!

im getting sick of my blogskin, and im changing them soon. i wanna blog abt otc poc but my dad and mom is slping so i shall skip it till another day.

bye!

2007-09-27T01:11:00.000+08:00

Nostalgia

Blog hopping seems to be my recent hobby. However,this time round, it was not random hopping. Visited a few of the ex 4e5 classmates blog.

I always tell others that my secondary school life is very fun. Examples? Too much to list. I can only say, "Fun lor, really very fun." 4E5, was really a interesting class to be in. All kinds of people.

Plenty of fond memories to look back on.
Took quite a number of pictures when we were in sec 4. I especially like the one where the 5 of us- me, lyn, angie, melvin and weijun took together outside the class in our full U. Acting cool, showing off our rank and badges. I likkeeeeee.

The times where Mr Koh would show us movies during english period, and the whole class would enjoy them together. Remembered that Mr Koh told me that we were his favourite class. You know how some teachers would stick their class photos on their walls in the staff room, Mr Koh said that our class photo is placed in the middle and enlarged somemore. So nice lor. & we were the only class that Koh 'donated' the world map to be put up in the class when we were in sec 4. Wah piang, gan dong leh.

Recalls those time where Sipei and gang- Kahwee, Janice, Zhiyang, Alan and Joyce would play those funny games in class and use the ruler to smack their foreheads when they lost. Super funny, I tell you. Then the F&N class where we would do mindmaps. Warao, I still remember Weijun nearlied finish eating up my spaghetti I cooked for my 'O' level coursework. Eating KFC outside Kaino lab with Melvin attempting to drink from the cup with plenty of straws joined up. Sitting beside Angie and talking non-stop in class. Xinghui and her enless complaining. Ha! The chatting and gossiping with Ah lao and Nana. Playing tennis with Angeline. 4E5 being one of the class most enthusiastic about pe as Mr Wong puts it. Some of the most unexpected people to crack jokes, like Liangjim and Norizam. There was once when I was playing solitare when I was supposed to be doing my coursework in the comp lab, Liangjim came up to me with a serious face and asked me if that was being tested for F&N 'O' lvl, I ji tao stun diao. Being in 4E5 will bring out a side of you that others never thought you have have. Norizam making subtle jokes, with Amir and Farhan backing him up and sending the class into laughters. Jieming and his vulgarities. And not forgetting Liying, my corrupted SC partner and one of my closest friend in sec sch.

Those people mentioned in the post above are what I remembered most about 4E5 and some of the people that I was closer to. Of course, 4E5 will not be 4E5 if there were one less person in it.

I love 4E5 alot la, okay!

2007-09-24T02:08:00.000+08:00

I've been blog hopping.

Plenty of emo-ing post. How sad.

They did flashbacks, they did self-reflection, some forgave, some bore grudges.

Plenty of hurting in them.

As I think about it, I can only ponder about what lead them to their current situation in the first place.

Was it immaturity?
Was it bad decisions made?
Was it unwillingness to move on?

I don't know.

2007-09-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

I guess Juliet is the most well-prepared group. I like what we're going to do, cause i bet no one else is doing that keeping in view the fact that no other group met up to discuss their POC performance except us. There was only five of us, namely- cheryl, massha, jane, benjamin and yours truly. Spent maybe less than an hour discussing our so called performance(s).I like it. Really would like to share with all of you what we're planning, but if I do, it wouldn't be a suprise anymore. Speaking of that, I'm reminded of something i have to do on youtube or rather go onto youtube to check something out...... Got an idea what we're doing for POC? Ha!

Cheryl and Peixuan are going sun-tanning tmrw, but im not joining them because i shun the sun whenever i can. I'm bimbotic in that way, i cant stand the sun unless im doing something constructive. Sorry girls, have fun baking under the sentosa sun. Cheers!

And so today is my stupid cum handsome cum macho cum cute cum humourous cum irritiating cum all the good things and bad things in this world brother's 21st birthday.Happy 21st Birthday Good-Looking!He probably won't see this site anyway.Busy picking up girls at the clubs tonight. Rarrrrrrrrr. We had dinner at Bao Sing (whatever the spelling is) Chicken Rice at Serangoon Gardens with my cousin and my son and daughter. Adorable as usual.I love them.

Thats all folks, till the next time i see ya again.
BYE!

2007-09-15T04:55:00.000+08:00

I don't exactly listen to english songs.But, i still do have my favourite bands and singers now and then. My first favourite band was 'Michael learns to rock'. My dad had the band's CD in the car, heard their songs, liked them immediately. HAHA! I was only like 10 or 11 at that time. I still remember the classics like "25 minutes" & "Judgement Day". I never got tired of their songs but I didn't like and still don't like their MV. I nearly fell asleep watching them. Then when i was about 12, I got influenced by my prefect partner who was crazy over Westlife. Then there was A1 and Westlife 'rivalry' between the fans of both bands. Debating about whose songs were better (i think), borrowed A1 cd from my friend but only liked 1 or 2 songs from the album. I actually fell asleep while listening to the cd, so you can guess i wasn't a huge fan of their music. Then we had S Club 7 and A*teens at the same time. Catchy rhythms, easy to remeber lyrics. We had "2 in a million" from S Club and "Upside down" from A*teens, which was the theme song for my group dance during our 'Metamorphosis' in primary 6. But despite all the nice songs that S Club 7 and A*teens had, we still remain faithful to Westlife. We would just linger in a certain shop just because Westlife song was on- "Fooled Again", "Seasons in the sun", "My Love", "Bop bop baby", 'If I let you go". ALL VERY NICE! Then somehow, this Irish boyband sort of faded from the music scene, not much news of them. So, I turned to another band- Linkin Park. I didn't listen to alot of their songs, but i do think their music are quite nice. YEAH! I like the feeling of the songs, got the cool metal feeling. Not sure if your understand, but whatever la ah. Haha. Realised that I like raps too. Okay, no link.

I REALLY REALLY LIKE WESTLIFE!

2007-09-13T16:52:00.001+08:00

It's a miracle that i managed to pass ALL my subjects. Super happy.

ps: shall have supper with lyn and xhui soon. (=

2007-09-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

I was looking through my cousin's photo album when Joshua came to join me and started telling me about- his trip to LA and where he went swimming, how his meimei hid behind the rack, the 'its a small small world' at the disneyland, his sister wearing her swimming costume, how he had to queue up to get to the rides. Its really quite endearing to see him describing all these to me although he's only four. I asked him to 'bring me there' and he said, 'when i become adult then i bring you.' I likeeeee, so nice! Janae will grow up to be a chatterbox. She started talking to me in a semi-baby language when i carried her and she was contented to just gabble and gabble on non-stop and laugh and attempt to poke me with her fingers that she had just finished biting.
My neice and my nephew really very cute leh & I like to see them smile and laugh.

I'm too lazy to upload photos here, so you do not have the luck to admire the beauuttttifffull peektures of them.

MY AH LAO LOVE HER NIECE AS MUCH AS I LOVE MINE! FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE I CAN GUSH TO ALL ABOUT MY NIECE AND SHE CAN TELL ME ALL ABOUT HER NIECE TOO. WE LOVE BEING AUNTIES!

2007-09-08T02:13:00.000+08:00

Went out for lunch with Shing, Kenneth and Lyn. Shing's belated birthday lunch, have not gotten her a present yet. Initially wanted to get her birkies, lured her into the shop, trying to get her to choose a design that she likes but then turn out she didn't really like them.Haha. But then again, maybe we do know what to get her after all....... (=

Singapore is a beautiful country. We like green, yellow and red shades. I had fun today. Shing, we shall meet up more often kaes. Love ya loads!

boring tuesday

2007-09-04T17:34:00.000+08:00

im going to do some housework
1) change bedsheet
2) sweep & mop the floor
3) tidy up that messt pink table
4) hang up all my dirty clothes and wash them tomorrow

i have/want to do the below after the above
1) bath
2) drink lipton tea
3) watch 'Heart of Greed' on dvd
4) dig out my otc theory notes and start studying alittle

i dread the following
1) 13th september
2) 16th september

i look forward to the following
1) monday and wednesday 6-9pm
2) 6th september
3) 7th september
4) 10th september
5) 14th september

she told me my eye candy have got someone he likes. and filled me in with some information. i likeeeeeee.

okay, i admit i have alot of eye candies but it just that there's always one at a time and it doesnt last long.
ha!

one of the dates i'm dreading above is also the date i'm looking forward too. the reason is obvious.

lua lua almost gave me a heart attack today. tskkk. but i still love you.

i went to school for a pathetic 40 minutes today and i don't know if i want to join the competiton.

bye people. tomorrow is a wednesday and i feel very happy (=

2007-09-02T02:24:00.000+08:00

hello!
went for my daughter's and you you's bdae today.& both was a poolside affair. fomer was a bbq and latter catering service but both had got good food. heh!
yup, i had fun at both parttttttieeeees.
haha.my daughter is so cute.oily have got plenty of presents.

my daughter is so pratical, when i passed her her big present, she didnt want to take it. my aunt gave her a ang pow, she took it immediately. like......... haha. my son is getting smarter too, i like the way he answered my question today.
'huhhhhhhh but this one not my home you know?'
janae's poolside bbq was held at her uncle condo, thats why joshua answer was that when i aked him where's janae's room. haha. love love love love love love both of them. my youngest kid knows how to walk and she've got this irresistible smile and laughter and she have got a super cute way of refusing food she doesnt want. i cant stop smiling when im with them.
so somehow the kkk family was semi-present. haha.actually, im not very sure who's in the clan. eh best friend! can update me abit anot. i give you the chairman title kaes then you manage this household for me.your job is very simple, just take attendance whenever we have a gathering. haha.

cabbed down to oily's party at ard 8. chatted with shar, vien, lyn and emo queen. i likeeeeee. jokes and some catching up. i did most of the talking though, cause my lfe is sooooooooo interesting...........
i realised i cant take emo pics.
wanrong! remember to teach me after your As kaes. i thank you here first! (=
& i saw yiye, who attended the same primary school as me. haha, the world is so small.

cutting my hair tgt with lyn next fri, shing's maybe joining us. come la, we cut hair tgt. vien damm on, on friday we were just talking about cutting her hair that day and she agreed.i like spontaneous events, fun! feel like highlighting my hair but seems like a waste of money. its okay,i shall go work and waste my own money on my beautiful hair.

AGI later on. sixteen umbrellas all by myself. im a she-man, i can do it.

anyway, my blogskin isnt exactly me but i kinda like it cause it looks happy. i like!

bbbbbbbbbyyyyyyyyyyyyyeeeeeee!

2007-08-16T13:57:00.000+08:00

why cant some people keep quiet in the library. esp at the study corners. why cant they be more considerate. why cant they go to other places to chat. why cant they? so irritated by them. tried to study but i couldnt cause it was too noisy. hate it. seriously hate it, there was this guy who was clicking his pen all the way. i hope his pen breaks and splashes ink all over their bodies. seriously irritating, so inconsiderate. inconsiderate, inconsiderate, inconsiderate, inconsiderate, inconsiderate, inconsiderate, inconsiderate, inconsiderate!!!!!!!!!!

& one more thing. i hate it when otheres dont reply my msges. probably i shouldnt get so irritated by that. sharon once told me that is because my msges dont sound like they needed a reply. okay, i think thats reasonable. but, im still irritated when they dont reply me when it needs a reply. i placed a question mark at the back of the sentence! isnt it clear enough?

today's is a irritating day. it is only brightened up by the fact that im meeting lay kim and xy to study tgt ltr on.

2007-08-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

there was something that i really really wanted to blog about but somehow it had gone with the wind.

i think i wanted to blog abt how near the exams are
or maybe
i wanted to tell all of you that i think i'm getting a fever soon so i must drink more water
or maybe
i wanted to say how i wont be able to sleep early tonight because i will be staying up to study

i don't think its any of the above. its too trival.

i think i want to go shopping.

2007-08-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

i wrote a few lines before this but i deleted everything away because i don't know how to put it into words.

i think i should just blog over at livejournal and lock up all my post. create an account for all my friends and let them have access to my posts.

damm. im feeling so irritated.

2007-08-11T18:45:00.001+08:00

my blog's 3rd bdae is on 21st august.

remember to wish her happy bdae (=

2007-08-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

ellllllllo.
i dislike wednesdays with pipc lab.
i was so irritated today.

studying with the primary school mate tmrw! cheers. i love wong wong (: rarrrrr, we've known each other for 11 years. how cool is that?
mok mok, in case if you're reading this, rest assure that we both love you alot too. we still remember that your bdae is on 16th august. <3

school's stressful, im losing my hair.

hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i just wanna sayyyyyyyyyyyyyy....................... (:

2007-07-29T03:46:00.000+08:00

COME ON DAD! LEAVE ME ALONE! IM A NIGHT PERSON, DONT ASK ME TO DO MY WORK IN THE MORN/AFTERNOON. TOO MUCH DISTRACTION!
RRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRR!

IM DOING MY CATERING TECH PPT NOW. IM HAVING A HARD TIME ORGANIZING THE PPT, BECAUSE I HAVE SO MUCH INFO TO CHOOSE FROM! THANKS XINYI! IF NOT, I HAVE TO SPEND MY TIME ON RESEARCH, WHICH I HHHHHHAAAAAAAAATTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE! GOING TO SEND IT TO THEM LATER AND ASK THEM TO DO EDITING. HAVE TO PRINT IT OUT AND HAND IN ON MON BY 12PM. I HOPE I DO A GOOD JOB IN COMPILING AND GET AN A FOR THIS ASSIGNMENT. IT WILL MAKE EVERYONE, ESPECIALLY ME, VERY HAPPY CAUSE IT MEANS IT WILL PULL UP MY GPA WHICH WILL MAKE ME GRIN TILL MY JAWS DROP.

I LIKE CAP LOCKS.

I SHALL BLOG ABOUT RANDOM STUFF CAUSE I CANT AFFORD TO SIT HERE AND JUST BLOG. I SHALL DO MY PPT AND IF I CAN THINK ABT SOMETHING ELSE, I SHALL BLOG. YEAH!

1) liying says that im those kind who will date exotic guys
2) lua lua miss me and she felt very happy and contended after seeing me yesterday
3) i had ice mocha blended from starbucks yesterday
4) i think japan is a very interesting country
5) i wanna go japan for a holiday
6) i want to work so that i have money
7) i want Bs and Cs for my results.
8) i am dreading the exams.
9) i erm i i i i i i dont know what to say anymore.

last thing. new eye candy in AS? yo! haha!

2007-07-01T01:30:00.000+08:00

i haven not started on my CaT yet. how cool is that? not at all.

salvo is seriously time-consuming for me this semester.salvo starts at 6pm on mon and wed al the way to 9pm. i reach home at only 11+pm cause we will have late dinner together. mon lesson's till 5pm, tues till 7pm, weds till 7pm. so can you see why i feel so tired. the reason is fpqa. fpqa is on mon and thurs. it leaves me no time to do my research for monday discussion which have to be presented on thurs among the group memebers. my results still sucks, but on a happier note, i sucked at memorising now. thats a comfort for i know my effort have paid off in understanding formulas and doing equations.

anyway im proud to say that i've got 36/50 for my mathsta2. and the best thing is its my first attempt at the subject and i was the 3rd in class for this sub. so totally happy. the other subjects was horrible, dont even ask me abt it. i feel like slapping myself so badly.

deadlines on mon. im so screwed.no As this semester. maybe Cs and Bs. i never had a decent grade ever since i started ppoly, so i think i should keep my expectation in check, no more Ds this sem, only Cs and above. no point having too high expectations for myself, i only end up struggling to keep up with my own expectations and blaming myself when its nt met. they say no point crying over spilt milk, how much i agree with that. whats done is done, we can only look forward.so, let us let me to not have too much expectation on myself. help me to keep my expectations in check.

so, prayer meeting was good.the first one after so many years. but i cant understand sermon today, partly cause i cant understand Dr Peter Wagner accent but his IT joke was good.
i cant really remember the part abt the guys ans so i shall share it with all of ya when i get the details of the joke right.cheers! hear from me soon (:

okay, so im having salvo performance later.the Prime Minister will be there and he will be walking past us while we are playing can. i hope i dont get too excited, and forgets my score, its not everyday you get to see the Prime Minister up close. but the horror stories of journalist, photographer jostling ard the Prime Minister and disrupting the performer (which in this case is US ) is giving me cold feet. what if they decided to sit on my drum, they film me closely ( heh!), or even attempt to take away my drum stick (wanyi! thatks to you for telling me abt your drum stick, see la! now i scared!). most of all, i hope i dont forget any parts just because there will be cameras flashing and filming. btw, the event is for Singapore Dragon Boat Festival 2007.

I DON'T WANT TO DO CATERING TECH! SOMEBODY HELP ME!I DON'T LIKE, DON'T LIKE, DON'T LIKE, DON'T LIKE TO DO RESEARCHING! ARRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME IM GIVEN, I DONT LIKE TO DO RESEARCH!

with much reluctancy, i end this post.
goodbye people. i love all of ou reading this right now.

I MISS MY DAUGHTER!

2007-06-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

school's starting soon! im semi-happy. im happy cause i can see my cool like anything clique and unhappy cause it marks the end of slacking.

I LOVE SJAB
okay,so had my sjab over the weekend to monday.it was good but i didnt stay throughout the whole 3 night. had afa theory on sat and sun. 9am-4pm. nearly fell asleep during most part of the lecture but luckily the lecturer was pretty entertaining and knowledgeble. back to camppppp, they played journey to the west when i was having my afa theory!!!!!!!! sickening! i want to get them all dirty and messed up too. sir was there too la. him and his weird idea. he made them go into the dustbin(it was washed clean by the officers) the big rectangular one with wheels. upload the photos here if i can. hilarious photos they have there. esp arjun's. his pants was rolled up all the way to just below the butt and many many more interesting photos. (: had promotion ceremony on the same night, really proud of those who made an effort to go for the camp.endured through all the trainings and preserved.they deserve the promotion. 3 cheers! and on friday they had POP and the new nco board was announced. i have faith in the people chosen. do not doubt your own abilities and if theres anything that you need to know, can always get your aoic or oic to call the officers. we'll be more than willing to help. ALL THE WAY people! stay positive!

I LOVE SALVO
then on mon and tues we had slavo camp. joined them only at night. initially wanted to join them at ard 5++ but i fell alseep at home when i went back home from sjab camp to put down and get some stuffs. slept till 7++. haha. sorry peeps, i didnt help out with the drums maintenance.but the night games was fun. lots of laughter. i likeeee. saw the videos of the forfeit the they did during the afternoon after the ice breakers. I DIDNT EXPECT THEM TO REALLY CARRY OUT THE FORFEIT! 4 out of the 5 forfeot was thought by yours truly and they really did carry it out! super shocked and i couldn stop laughing.the first 4 forfeit was thought by the igenious me.yeah!
neo --> talk to the fishes in the koi pond
vanesa --> ask for 1 french fries from any stalls that sells fries in school
angie--> ask the person at the atm for his pin number
aw --> scare a non-salvo member
munting--> look at someone deep in ther eyes and say i love you

angie didnt really suceed cause the uncle was pretty fierce.haha.
had the mini drums competition on the second day. my grp was pretty screwed, partly cause we were too ambitious and we didnt practise the score at all. soory peep, i didnt lead your well.we side-tracked too much, spent too much time on team-lovin instead of focusing on the score. but,just like we said, it will be better the next time round. the other team score was pretty cool esp the remix version. super niceeeeeee lor. thereafter was the prize presentation and some messing ard before heading for dinner with some of them.

pirates of the carribean-ed with my baobei on friday. the movie was pretty good though i nearly fell asleep at the end.i esp like the kack sparrow part where there was alot of his doppleganger and he thought he was hallucinating when elizabeth and gang arrived. plus the part wiliam proposed to elizabeth while they were fighting the enemy and they got captain babosa to minister their wedding vows. damm lame la. lyn, we should have stayed on, the movie was still on after the credits for a little while.irritating!

went for zone meeting and service on friday and saturday respectively. one word. Great! glad that i went for it, couldnt have been better ways to spend that few hours.

2007-06-13T19:04:00.000+08:00

i want to watch emo drama serials on crunchyroll and cry till im blind.i think i've the time tonight.do you think corner with love will have that effect?

lets await the arrival of puffy eyes...

2007-06-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

i went to watch cchy & zingO performance at tpy hub today. it was good. it makes me want to train harder so that i can be like them.

& i saw janice today! long time no see friend!

2007-05-30T13:35:00.000+08:00

OTC camp is over. it was fun but it was not very tough, still able to take it with all the previous peirce sjab training. the only thing i nearly gave up was the walk up the bukit batok nature park. damm hiong. the slopes and the 5 flights of stairs. i have to thank adelard,huiwen,grace who pushed me up and encouraged me . and the guys at the back who was encouraging us,the 'ENDURE, ENDURE' really motivated me.
willian sir said alot of things to us during the route march. really motivated me. haha.really have a sense of achievement when i sat down with all the others who have completed the hike and the route march.it was tiring but we managed it.G-doubleO-D
J-O-B good job, good job!!

after this camp, i really respect the officers who have gone through this course. they really want quality officers.

did my email last night. nth much to elaborate. my main point was an officer needs to have command and control and instill a sense of confidence in their cadets. if anyone doesnt perform that trait, they cant be officers.
as for the camp, i dont know if i have performed up to standard, i hope i did. i knew it was not my best best. i put in effort, but im not sure if it was enough for me, for them, for the camp.

i hope the ones i voted for as best trainee will get them. ambulance from alpha and nursing from bravo.haha.

i have more to write but i shall do them tmrw cause i need to do my FPQA research now.bye!
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2007-05-19T02:44:00.000+08:00

i hate group work.
its not the people in group but i just cant stand group work.
its me, i hate deadlines, i hate coordinating with others timing since i have different timetable as them. i cant imagine having to take cds.
much as i love learning, i cant stand meeting up, discussion, research, collating, writing reports. kns.i think its really a waste of time and yet at the same time, the skills required to them are preparing us for the future. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i hate group work!
i should stop complaining. others have ApFS, FPQA, cds group work whereas i only have FPQA.
i hate meetinp up to plan the campfire too. i hate it! as usual, its not the people, its me. there are jokes all ard always but i still haate turning up for meeting.
OTC camp is coming soon.i dont know if i should be happy or sad. needa read up on first aid manual before i get there to prevent any unnecessary tekaning(if available) because of rusty/not up-to-date first aid skills.
i love camps and yet i hate then at the same time.

so irritating.

on a happier note, i saw my eye candy yesterday. i was browsing the stalls set up for ccn at the plaza with huiying when i walked pass him, hehe.

i think i have a quiz next week on CaT. must go check.
but i know for sure, that math quiz 1 is on tueday!!!!

im very motivated by xinying words, she says that the little/small quizes/class test must get full marks cause the answers can normally be found in lecture notes. TRUE! so, each time, i dont feel like studying, i will think about that and get very motivated. haha.

i shall stop here and go study for my CaT.

i love you earthlings. love me too.

2007-05-13T00:45:00.000+08:00

Aries
Qualities & Traits
assertive, courageous, leader, impetuous, strong,
ardent, forceful, energetic, self-oriented
Ruled by Mars
Cardinal Fire sign
Aries people need to keep physically busy. They accomplish many things simply because of their restless energy. They need to learn how to make constructive use of their energetic efforts. The typical Aries urge is to take on more projects than can be done reasonably well. Though others may find it difficult to physically keep pace, they are attracted to the animation and spirit of Aries personalities.

ARIES
Spirit: Adventurous, courageous
Objectives: To plan and rule
Ego: Dominating, challenging
Personality: Impulsive, friendly, aggressive
Ruling Planet: Mars
Empowerment Colors: Reds, scarlet
Moderating Colors: Indigo
Best Day: Tuesday
Fortunate Stones: Diamond, bloodstone
Fortunate Metal: Iron
Body Rulership: Head and face
Best Foods: Barley, oats, wheat grass, spinach, lettuce

As the first sign of the zodiac, Aries represents the first stage in the evolution of man and his place in the universe. The raw energy of life itself, which is the first step in being part of the universe, is evident in the character and make-up of Aries people. It is the karmic responsibility of the Aries-born to accept the idea that they are not the center of the universe but part of the larger social order of all men. Aries personalities who do not develop this kind of maturity are demanding and infantile in their behavior. They want what they want, when they want it. The vital life force that is their celestial heritage can either be used to inspire others as well as themselves, or it can be turned inward to reflect only their own selfish needs, and as a result, they fail to evolve as individuals.
Aries people are doers. They set out to accomplish things and are determined to succeed one way or another. The astrological symbol for Aries is the Ram and, considering the sheer force of energy and enthusiasm by which they accomplish their goals, it is not off the mark to suggest that they "ram" their way to success. They must, however, learn the difference between being confidently aggressive--a responsible "take-charge person" on whom others rely to get things moving-- and being rudely aggressive-- a "know-it-all" who is insensitive to the feelings as well as the wisdom of others.
Aries individuals react in a physical way to everything they experience in life. That is, before they assess the practicality or worth of what they are doing, before they sort out their true emotions, and, before they take time to reason things out intellectually, their tendency is to shoot first and ask questions later. Their passionate nature is inspiring and flattering to others, but unless impatience and rash behavior are curbed, their unbridled enthusiasm backfires when they lose interest just as quickly as they gained it. Theirs is the astrological sign of the soldier but in their haste, they forget the practicality of being adequately armed before rushing headlong into physical or verbal combat. They quickly forget frustration and anger. Since theirs is essentially a generous nature, their selfishness is usually a result of carelessness rather than intentional unkindness.
Active, fiery Mars rules Aries and indeed, Aries people are high-spirited, energetic individuals ready to try anything at least once. Courageous, optimistic, and friendly, they are lively participants in the everyday bustle of life, maintaining a frantic pace others find difficult to match. Constant physical activity works off excess energy, and its vitalizing influence is important to their intellectual and creative endeavors. It is usually the energetic Aries who is willing to start projects others would be afraid to tackle. However, it is also Aries who often fails to finish things when too many details demand attention or they simply lose interest. In spite of the physical energy associated with Aries, they are not above using the inability of others to keep up with them as an excuse for their own idleness. If they expect others to provide them with constant stimulation and are unwilling to find their own diversions, they become lazy. Cut off from physical activity, they become depressed, unproductive, and overweight.
They are eager athletes and generous players. They enjoy the challenge of a tough contest, but they can be so stimulated that they become too aggressive. Aries rules guns and weapons, so it isn't surprising that many Aries individuals enjoy hunting. Combative by nature, they also enjoy boxing, wrestling, and most team sports. They are apt to be mechanically inclined and adept at arts and crafts, typing, working with machinery, playing musical instruments, or performing magic tricks. They have a tendency to allow their enthusiasm to exceed their actual ability. Before taking something apart, they don't stop to wonder if they can put it back together.
Aries colors are red and white. Vulnerable parts of the body are the head and face. As a sign of this celestial association, many Aries individuals are born with a birth mark on their head or face. Headaches, black eyes, nose bleeds, and insect bites are common Aries complaints. The birthstone for Aries is the diamond. The tremendous heat and pressure that nature exerts in turning carbon into hard, brilliant diamonds represent the strength and physical force in the Aries-born. Flowers for Aries include the poppy (red), geraniums, honeysuckle, and hollyhocks.

Body and Soul
The Elements and Hippocratic Temperaments

SUMMER
ARIES, LEO, SAGITTARIUS
FIRE, CHOLERIC
Skin Tones: Expressive, virile, robust. Reveals a red or yellowy undertone; rosy beige; rosy brown; pale beige, even sallow; people of color - soft grayish tone and light. Summers tan evenly, while autumns burn.
Tissues: Dense, firm, sinewy, muscular; fat firm.
Hair: Never a redhead; strong hair and colors, very hairy, strong beard; usually blonde as a child, becoming mousy or ashy with a grayish cast with age; brown with auburn cast; blue-gray; pearl white; charcoal brown; salt and pepper; pearl gray; platinum blond; dark blond or ashen blond.
Eyes: Soft gray-blue; soft gray-green; brown-eyed; hazel (green brown); blue with whitish flecks.
Body: Athletic, muscular limbs; thorax long and wide; narrow waist.
Best Colors: Blues, turquoise, lavenders, plums, mauves, pinks.
Worst Colors: Black, bright orange, red.

AUTUMN
TAURUS, VIRGO, AND CAPRICORN
EARTH, MELANCHOLIC
Skin Tone: Sallow, gray, rough, wrinkled. Reveals a blue-gray, dull, dark, and sallow undertones; ivory; ivory with freckles (usually redhead); yellow beige; dark beige (coppery); golden brown; peach with freckles; a few Orientals and people of color are autumn with truly golden undertones but most are other types. Autumn people sunburn easily.
Tissues: Dry, coarse, firm, body; fat firm.
Hair: Rough, shaggy hair, dark colors, coppery red-brown; auburn; red or gold highlights; dirty blonde; charcoal brown or black; golden blonde; golden gray; oyster white.
Eyes: Dark brown; golden brown; green with yellow/brown flecks; pale green; teal or steel blue; olive green; amber.
Body: Broad, angular shoulders; tough, bony; oldish.
Best Colors: Magenta, teal blue, olive, jade, greens, red, purple, violet.
Worst Colors: Gold, black.
The Planets
Energies and Influences

Mars
Energy, Action
Ruler of Aries
initiative, self-expression, independence, personal power, desires,
spontaneous instincts, courage, accidents, immediate needs, anger,
sexual drive, early identity
Mars governs action, energy, ambition and competition. It also governs surgeries, wars and violence. It takes 22 months to travel through the zodiac.

The Elements – Quadruplicities
Fire: will, ideas, ideals, energy, animation
(Aries, Leo, Sagittarius)

The Qualities – Triplicities
Cardinal: Forceful (Aries, Cancer, Libra, Capricorn)

2007-05-07T13:07:00.000+08:00

i forgot one name in the previous post. and thats anqi! haha. addition of another name, novem! so in total, there will be 8 instead of 6 of us. yeah!

2007-04-26T16:36:00.000+08:00

im blogging using choon laptop.haha.
cca recruitment is fun most of the time,watching videos and playing the drums. i like.
yesterday's performance was okay but tmrw performace will be better. so far, about 24 ppl have signed up for salvo and i hope all of them stays on. 39 ppl turned up for salvo's first practice last year but only 6 stayed on. 6 only! huiying, munting, waisun, aisha, hannah and me. but its okay, it will be better this year (:
i want to start practice soon!!!

and im hungry right now. but no one wants to eat. i dont wanna eat alone.

2007-04-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

post 1:
yours truly fell sick this week and had to take a jab in the wee hours on wed morn. im trying to act pathetic here, so bear with me. i ate only porridge with dark soya sauce and pickled vegetables for two days. the aliment that caused moi this much discomfort is 'gastric triggered by food poisoning' as indicated by the doctor. i suspect the oysters i had. so anyway, im feeling much better now although oily food and too much walking and milk will still cause it to worsen and with that i've come to the bottomline of this post, which is,

'dear friends, please do not tempt me with food mentioned above. thank you very much!'

post 2:
let this post be a random one.........................

han you you finally have a blog again. its long long overdue. i hope the other luckies will create/revive their own blog soon.
MEL MEL IS BACK FROM LONDON! we are celebrating her bdae next week end and im happy cause i get to see the cq girls once again. 3 cheers for that!
school is starting next week and im very very happy. i get to see laoda's gang once again and ivy wong is going to be my AS junior! wahahaha. we are taking pipc 1 together and thats good, very very good. got study partner, though if she wants to be mine, im not sure.

thats all for today, i just felt like blogging.
BYE!

2007-04-09T14:42:00.001+08:00

say hello to ex juliet ic everyone!
yoyoyo!

i made a mistake early in the morn. i can believe myself. put me infront and i go blank. nabeh. i was supposed to kekanan lurus the group for them to form up into a squad from 2 rows instead of just asking them to move. my voice was pathetically soft and i forgot to take attendance. knn.

comm skills was taught by a boring lecturer who thinks she teaching grammer in secondary school. super boring, i nearly fell asleep, but i was sitting in the front row so that was mission impossible.she knows her stuff but she cant teach, from my point of view.

after the boring until cannot lecture is CPR, I KNOW HOW TO DO THE NEW CPR, your know anot? haha, its pretty simple actually. i mean, im a fast learner. (for stuffs that DOES NOT requires any calculation). learned how to use the AED too, the practical lesson was pretty funny with that question asked and that qquestion answered.

next up was PT. it was tougher this week, at least to me. i was infront again, dammit.my legs were shaking so hard throughout the legs lifting exercises that i have to strain my muscles to stop them from doing so.

overall it was a pretty good day and i think px did a pretty good job as the course ic. you rock girl!

accompanied hongyi to wait for weikeat with peixuan, thereafter, went for dinner with px at pastamania.

coincidentally, the instructors decided to dine there too.haha.eileen mdm and charles sir came to chat with us for a while before ordering their food. px was msging eileen mdm halfway throughout our meal and the sms exchange was pretty funny with aeron sir replying to some of them.
hwee lee asked me to for swimming with her the next morn but i didnt agree cause i was sure i couldnt wake up.

going for dinner with lua lua and dont know who on thurs. lua lua says that she wanna treat us to bah kut teh, how can we refuse. its lua lua treat leh. shopping before that perhaps if we decided to.

thats all people. if you manage to finish reading this boring post. the people in the post are not boring. the deliverance of the post is.

GOOD LUCK CHERYL! OUR COURSE IC FOR THIS WEEK!

2007-04-09T14:42:00.000+08:00

2007-04-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

the one with the super deep dimple on his left cheek.

i wanna head down to kbox and sing 'ji mo de ji jie' by tao ji ji. shing will know who im talking about.haha.

OTC tmrw. so exciting. haha, looking forward to lunch already.im grp ic for juliet!

i want to have dinner with kimmy, fangy, yingy.and movie/kbox/shopping/lim kopi with them. we haven met up for more than 2 months already, except that time i saw fangy at the bus stop and yingy at school. kimmy never answer my call, damm saddening, my best friend dont wanna talk to me already.

my pay is coming soon,its quite a hefy sum, according to me cause i haven receive any pay for a long long time. im glad i decided to stay at home to recharge myself for this semester break. i can just go out any time i want, i dont have to care abt schedule. i can just call liying and say, 'we go eat dinner tonight' just like what we did on thursday.

it will be a heavy semester 2.1 but i will survive.

i love everyone cause im in a good mood today.
im going to eat my strawberry sundae from macdonalds. BYE!

2007-04-04T23:39:00.000+08:00

it didnt turn out the way i expected but it was a good ending though.dont read too much into it, i no have bf, its abt my sch stuff.

no emo bomo post today.

i getting my pay & pocket moolah soon. i will go shopping with the cash, i dont care.at vivo, my fav shopping outlet.

otc is fuuuuuuuuuuuuunnn. i laughed like crazy last week during break time with cheryl px chub & val.

bye!

2007-03-24T02:11:00.000+08:00

talking about your problems normally gives you new insights as compared to brooding over it. it paves the way for new solutions and makes you feel better.

its amazing. when you grow up, you started to have alot of problems. its not like you created them, its kind of just there and you have to solve it and i admit that when you manage to pass that hurdle, it feels really good and in some way or another, you felt that you have matured.

friendships, relationships, studies, family, faith, direction, goals, jobs, manymanymore.

WARNING.
do not read the below if you are feeling irritated cause the authoress wrote this when she was in 'irritated with everything & everyone mood'
authoress is and old english word, just to let some of ya know.
nitty gritties
damm irritated nowadays la.
every tiny details can make me cuss and swear inwardly.
i know, i get irritated damm easily.
mu juniors says that i'm constantly irritated with others.
im petty, i get angry easily, i bear grudges for 24 hrs, i roll my eys till only the whites are shown, i cuss and i swear, i talk way too much.i think that im humourous.
just to name all of you some of my bad points.
whatever. too much holiday is bad for the body mind & soul.

change bring forth growth
change is the only constant
but somehow, some changes are hard to accept
even so, we have to move on and look on the bright side of life
i hate it most when the things you treasure changes because you cant catch it and keep it in a box. they can only stay as memories.

i better stop here lest it becomes an emo bomo post.
i hate emos.

by the end of the post, im still irritated with everyone and everything. i dont even feel like eating macdonald's french fries.

2007-03-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

im going down to marche tmrw. sutha said that i can try to switch from kitchen to floor instead of resigning.good idea!

2007-03-12T12:19:00.000+08:00

hello!

otc started yesterday, it was okay.
im in grp juliet. i cant get used to the name, whenever my instructor call us, i will not answer cause i keep thinking that he's looking for a girl named juliet in the grp.
Sierra & Tango = Alpha division
Juliet & Oscar = Bravo division
Hotel & November = Charlie division
i think i will be able to survive the otc, cause im neithe esp outstanding nor esp difficult to deal with, i guess im fine. heheh
the only time i thinkk i will be scolded should be the time when the instructors are scolding the others, the way they scold the OC can be quite funny and i cant contain myself. i bite my lips and teeth to prevent myself from laughing but you can still detect the faint smile on my face.
my stationary sucks, i cant even sedia properly, but i will next week cause im going to practise it at home. funny it may sound, but its better than being pinpointed out for bad footdrill.
and as usual, sjab never ends on time, it always dragggggggggg and thus they were realised 1 hr later and grp juliet being the duty group, stayed back for abt another 1/2 hr to tidy up the lecture room.

went for dinner with peixuan & miaoxin,the food opposite hq is terrible, dont waste your money there.

no marche for me. i dont want to work. resign before i even start.

2007-02-26T06:29:00.000+08:00

BMic paper is starting in another 3 hrs time!! i hope to do well in this particular paper. get an A if possible. i did well for my coursework... and probably not too bad for the practical test too.

GOOD LUCK TO ME!!!!!!!!

2007-02-24T02:15:00.000+08:00

my exams are next week.
i have to study, but i dont have the mood too. although i did the past years exam paper, i somehow still feel inadequate for the exams.

whatever. i nearly went kbox today.

2007-02-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

Your results:
You are Wonder Woman

Wonder Woman		63%
Spider-Man		60%
The Flash		60%
Supergirl		58%
Robin		55%
Green Lantern		55%
Hulk		50%
Iron Man		50%
Superman		40%
Catwoman		40%
Batman		30%

You are a beautiful princess
with great strength of character.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

2007-02-20T01:22:00.000+08:00

1) i think my blogskin rules. i think i will blog more often now, cause purple is my favourite colour and there is no 'error on page' at the bottom left hand corner which irritates me.

2) smile smile smile smile smile.
v' day was great. i had dinner with the cq girls namely kat, mel, mj and pauline. breeks first , coffee club express next. chit chat, camwhore, joke and laugh. i had fun.

went to school in the morn to help jimmy with his v' day surprise, it went on well. lets grin instead ;D. jimmy couldnt stop thanking us. he was still thanking me on friday. haha. theres no need to actually, i had fun.

3) exams coming soon. dread it yet looking forward to it. i want the exams to get over and done with so i can enjoy my hols. there are plenty of stuff i want to do during those seven weeks. i shall probably just slog my guts out so that i can go taiwan!!!!!!! yeah!

4) i hereby proclaim that i shall refrain from sprouting hokkien profanities. i know some of you will tell me vulgarities sweared in whichever language is still considered bad . but i promise to cuss discreetly- under my breath. (:

5) cny was great. my ang baos $$ went up this year (: heh. i had fun with my cousins as usual. i won $5 from gambling. ah lao, xhui, lyn came to my hse on 2nd day. val shar gen and lyn coming on 3rd day (:

6) i think i will do well do my sem exam..

7) im looking forward to class chalet already.

8) i wanna start work soon. hesitant yet excited.

9) byebye!

2007-02-12T22:55:00.001+08:00

Your IQ is 122 your rating is Bright MastermindHow does your result compare?

Mentally Retarded-->Far Below Average-->Below Average-->Around Average--> Exceptionally Gifted-->Extremely Brilliant-->Bright Mastermind-->a Regional Geniusa--> Universal Genius

2007-02-03T22:29:00.000+08:00

went for marche training today.
and im allocated to the kichen!!!!!!!!! which means i will be donning the chef coat and whipping up a storm in the open concept kitchen!!!!! haha. i guess i will be starting with the basics such as peeling potato or washing vegs but im glad im in kitchen. something new. damm happy!!!

lzx is my bf. no one is to go near/seduce/flirt/fall in love with him. i kill.

2007-01-28T21:04:00.000+08:00

i posted yesterday but it disappeared so i cant be bothered to redo it. have been to lazy to blog, but i shall stop being lazy cause i like blogging alot actually.

i think i did badly for my food chem test on fats and oil cause apparently i copied something wrongly in my lecture notes and thus studied the wrong stuffs. wells, just when i thought i was going to do well. bnf quiz was a killer cause i dont know shits abt it. i cant memorise the points, so i think i will just flunk this paper.

sem exam approaching. initially wanted to get some As but the way things are going, i think i will settle for a B instead. the only hope for an A is the repeated math module, but im happy if i can get A for that. oh ya, i got a D for my fd chem project, not to mention that interview! i have to do extremely well for fc to get maybe at least a C grade, cause i failed term test due to careless mistakes. fuck.

something else.
celebrated lua lua's bdae last sat. it was fun with the catching ups and teasing and food. heh. me and lyn just helped ourselves to the curry beg. it was damm good, i tell you. and xhui will make a really good nanny/mum/babysitter. the way she carries her nephew........ so pro, macam like my mum like that. rock on xhui!

my bf is coming to spore soon!

nothing more to say at the moment except that im looking forward to feb!

2007-01-27T20:33:00.000+08:00

2007-01-07T09:27:00.000+08:00

i am going to create a new blog soon.

2007-01-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!!

mia for some time. heh. didnt feel like blogging.

got back both of my repeated module term test today. passed both!!!!!
PIPC1: 26/50
MATH: 33.5/45

not very well done for pipc, but at least i passed and im very glad. was feeling pretty down the past few days. was very worried abt term test. getting back the other papers tmrw. i hope history does not repeat itself.

2006 zoomed past. i felt like i mi mi hu hu de guo le 2006. i dont know why either.

i hope 2007 will be a fruitful and eventful year. (:

i shant be whiny. although i very much want to be right now. because i get irritated over the slighest thing.

performance nex friday. outside library. time unknown.

shall post abt my results tmrw. it had better be good!!!!

2006-12-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

thank you hwee lee for helping me with the blogskin. (:

2006-12-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

i think i have alot to blog abt.
but i dont know where to start.
so, lets do numbering.

1) i want to change my blogskin
2) i want to change my blog's url
3) im going out for (pending) movie date with shing candy sharon liying
4) im planning a kbox date with my best friend
5) i want to clear my drawers
6) i want to pack my cupboard
7) i want to work
craps.

im not hard up but i would like more cash.
i half-screwed my pipc lab test today.

maybe i should start doing a new year's resolution (NYR)
starting from
-eat less, exercise more
-take that extra 10 mins to file my papers up every night
-be punctual for lessons and salvo and dates
thats enough for now.

SALVO tmrw!
im happy.
i can see them once again.
scandalous events to gossip abt with them. hello novem, are you reading this? nice juicy gossips to share tmrw. haha.

dinner with the luckies last 2 sats was good.
tmrw is my baobei's bdae
the day after is neh neh bdae.
neh neh, here's an oldie for you:
duo ke ai de mei gui hua,
duo mei li de mei gui hua,
wo jiu zhe yang shen shen ai shang ta!
you like it? i bet you do. yes, i can feel your appreciation already.

zingo was performing at the premier of The Curse Of The Golden Flower at ViVo the other day and i missed it! dammit! i wanted to head down to catch a glimpse of chow yun fat but apparently i was too lazy and therefore missed the performance!!!!!!! im so upset.
i didnt realised that janice is in zingo until i saw jasmine's blog.

i dont want that topshop jacket anymore. it doesnt look good on me. maybe that size is too small for me. but i got my eyes on another sweater ,also from toshop.

xmas eve party at clarke quay. 2am for goodness sake, i hope my parents allows me to attend. i wanna catch up with those colleagues of mine.

thank you for reading until the end. its boring, but you do enjoy reading boring stuff, dont you? heh.
im off........

salvo tmrw!

2006-12-03T21:41:00.000+08:00

hellos everyone!
i had plenty of fun at rowing clinic yesterday at west coast.
feather, square, paddle, twist, slide back.
push forward, pull backwards, no circular motion.
separated into 4 groups.
grp 1 and 2, did quarts first. which means four person in the boat, actually is 3 la, cause 1 of them have to be a instructor. grp 3 and 4 did singles and doubles.
after lunch, we swopped.

imah is a very good teacher, patient and clear in explaination. i had her for doubles. my arms movement was all wrong at first, my shoulders were doing the circular motions when it was supposed to be forward and backwards movement only. it reminded me of footdrills when i was back in sec sch. my shoulders would shrug when it was supposed to be motionless. whatever it is, fond memories.

tried the singles fter that, while lao da and genie tried out the doubles. they capsized even before they start the actual rowing. HAHAHA. damm funny, i could see lao da's expression from where i was and i was laughing to myself right in the middle of the reservoir.
i was afraid to try out the single initially but decided to attempt it cause the instructor ensured me that it will not capsize. and he was true to his word.

so i row for a while and i had a collision. and the people on the quarts say 'yao da ren' meaning they wanted to hit me. stupid idiots. so i retorted with the same thing. heh, but all in the name of good fun. we have had to move away from each other, but i didnt really know how to steer my boat, so i got them to move first. cause at first, they told me ladies first which means they want me to move my boat first, but i got webbed fingers at that moment cause i was too gan cheing to move away from them. i gave up after a while cause it was too troublesome.

decided to get back, but trust me, its easier said than done. i had a hard trying to 'park' my boat. i was near to the 'shore' but i couldnt navigate the boat to where i wanted. got further away from the shore. and i ended up being the last boat back. damm.

up next was the race, my grp was represented by the 2 guys and lao da and genie. i didnt want to take part cause the race started almost immediately after i got back from my journey.
boy oh boy, they won both the heats and the final race. and the prize was tshirts foc from the association.

back to school for bathing next, genie blasted the music from her phone in the bathroom. very funny, made alot of noises cause there were only 3 of us using the whole toilet. heee.

cabbed down to wheelock place next cause they wanted to collect they pay from cedele and we had our dinner there too.
i left my hp in the cab at wheelock. but some kind soul known as mr thomas called my dad and my dad went to pick up my hp for me. wich means, in a span of 5 hrs or lesser, i lost and found my hp.
was feeling so miserable over dinner over the missing hp.

took buses home with lao da and more interesting things happened. too lazy to elaborate but the day in conclusion was FUN albeit sunburns that hurts terribly.
lao da look very comical with the sunburn on her legs. it makes me want to laugh.

a thoroughly enjoyable day with the both of them plus the people who signed up plus the instructors plus mr mark tan! hahaha.
we had funny people on the trip too. there was this guy telling his friends abt his mischeivous primary sch days.
he said in those days when we were still using 2B pencils, he was sharpening his pencil after completing his work then he look at the pencil, feeling bored. coincidentally, his partner left his seat to ask the teacher some questions. he then held the pencil with the lead facing up on his partner's chair, his partner didnt see it hen he came back and SAT on it! poke his ass, that guy said.
wth lah!
but, very funny.

thats all for today!
shall update abt dinner date with shing and candy tmrw. (:
cheers!!

2006-11-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

term test timetable is out.
looking at the repeated modules, a wave of disappointment came over me. one core and 2 cds behind. only have myself to blame for poor time management in sem 1.
poly does not equals all play and no work. the workload can get pretty heavy, and the only way to cope in poly is consistency unless you are fucking smart, which i dont think many of the people are. those who made it to the director's honours list (DHL) are those who are very consistent in their work, hardworking sturdy students.
so, im using them as my role models to pull my fucking gpa up. i guess my DHL and diploma merit is half gone, unless i get all As and probably a few Zs in my remaining time at tp. highly possible? this is what we call, goal-orientated dream. let it be my motivation to study in tp. more posts like this will be posted, serves as a reminder to myself/stress reliever/motivation whatever.

okay, now to something light.
FIRST EVER SALVO PERFORMANCE TODAY!!
during waiting, most of us were hungry and just kinda fooling ard backstage, crept out a little to watch the 'tp oei!' going on over at the seating area.
damm excited when it was time to get on stage. sweating palms and pumping hearts. adrenalin rush. hehh.
but, all nervousness gone when we started playing, cause everywhere was dark except the stage and morever, we have to go w/o our specs. so, i was partially blind, all i could really see clearly was nth. a blurred image of jun, aisha, junhong and, kailin's and charmaine's backview .im seriously myopic, reminds me of mrs poh.
one or two mistakes here and there by some of us. i had minor hick-ups. miss a beat or two, cant really remember. not very noticeable lah, i think. heehee
it wasnt very well done but still passable, i guess.
however, we received positive feedbacks from the crowds.
was asked to play again during tmrw's lunch time, but most of the people couldnt make it so it was cancelled.
im looking forward to more performancessss.

we have to move all the drums back from tcc back to studio 8 after the performance. not an easy job.
imagine the never ending path of engine school plus the manoeuvring of trolleys stacked with drums into the lift and the squeezing through of narrow doorways and the mutiple doors that we have to open. the good thing was, we had 14 pairs of hands.
afterwhich, we slacked in studio 8, pictures taking and entertainment by jun and aw. wahlao, make us laugh so much, and cause some of them to be merlion even. back to class we went.

me and huiying then proceeded to mensa 2 to have kuay chap. fabulous! crapped ard then went back to AS while huiying went to studio 10 to slack before her CO performance at 2.
went to buy BMic lab notes from ultra supply then to join xinyi and fangmin at flavours. daphne and hwee lee came by shortly. there's something i really need to say, hwee lee habit of scaring people from behind is very outdated. i used to really hate it but im immuned to it now. if anyone tries to scares me from behind, i would probably have no reaction to it, all thanks to hwee lee.

and lao da was late! for lab today. hwee lee forgot to wear shoes for lab today and she had to wait for lao da to arrive before she is allowed to join us for lab officially.
today's lab session was very short. only 1 1/2 hrs instead of the usual 3.
saw shar! outside the lab, went with her to look for liying and then sat down at business school just to crap, as usual.
then off to flavours again to look for lao da and daphne, another crapping session when hwee lee came back from the bookshop.
talk abt borat and miss swan and laughed like crazy. as per usual.
borat is highly recommended. watch the 24 mins clip on youtube. can laugh till you are breathless if you can understand the borat's slang. twat twat twat and the wow wow weeeeeee wow. super funny.

accommpanied laoda to do some shopping before heading home to do my report and to blog this super long post.

sore throat and mini ulcers.
dinner with lyn and bah tmrw
dinner with shing and candy on fri
pocket money on friday

im very happy!
so, off to eat my macdonalds french fries....my all time favourite (:

qian! i shall do the 40 random people thingy another day, a tad too lazy to do after this long post. heeheeh.

2006-11-23T15:36:00.000+08:00

NOBODY CAN LEAVE COMMENTS ON MY BLOG! SO I CAN WRITE ABOUT WHOEVER I WANT.

THE FIRST VICTIM SHALL BE HWEE LEE.
THE PRETTIEST AND SEXIEST AND SMARTEST not GIRL ON EARTH.

2006-11-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

i post this on sunday. 12:35am.
i saved it as draft previously.

MY AIAI IS DONE WITH HER As!! SHE IS AS FREE AS A BIRD NOW! and i presume she will go and look for a job, which will make her a rich lady.

i wonder how am i going to survive the next two weeks. its only the mid-month and im fucking broke. i shall bring only $5 to school everyday so i will not overspend on food. eat yong tau foo or chicken rice set everyday. cause its cheap healthy and filling. and i return shar her $6 today using all coins and $2 is borrowed. knn,thats how broke i am.

4 quizzes coming up next week.
1) BNF
2) BMic
3) MATH STA 1
4) PIPC 1
but im gonna score! just watch me do it. im much more hardworking compared to last sem. only As and Bs no more Fs.
if you get A for repeated module, it willbe included in your GPA. only that if you take repeated module, it does not reflects well on your transcript. vutdevil that it.

community service for pledge a penny was fun. mochi ice creams are delicious.
AND we decided to go for rowing clinic!! me genie nini. the 3 of us, very on!
i-guides coming up too. i hope it will be great fun too.

PD at ngee ann on sunday. have not done Pd for a long long time. oily and neh neh will be there too. yeah!!!

im having pimple outbreak.
more fruits and water.

2006-11-11T23:27:00.000+08:00

something fresh, different from the usual horoscope and favourite colour thingy.

WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?
Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that sent it to you, so they can find out what tree they fell from.

Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree
Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree

TREES (in alphabetical order)

Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love
and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant,friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others,
has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive,well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, sexually oriented, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest,
talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working,
accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good
organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- Vivacous, full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, extremely passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.

i dont know what else to blog about.

goodbye!

2006-11-10T12:11:00.000+08:00

im going for food chem lecture!
im a very very good girl!

2006-11-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

sharon deleted my msg away. im so bloody upset!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

parents nagged just now cause the table was very very messy.

hwee lee likes to tell others that my hair looks like a wig after which she will proceed to tug at my hair. sickening cow dung. my short hair damm nice la . j dubley er er L er er = hwee lee in french. genie gave me a bangle from hiong kiong today. thanks alot!

had lunch with kat and mel mel today. crapping ard is good for health. we should keep healthy more often. i seriously will consider having chicken rice set for luch everyday, its fantastic.

studying is tough business. just a few hours in school everyday and i can be all drained out when i reach home. i think im a pathetic soul, i go to school alone and go home alone almost everyday. nobody wants to go home with me.

we did an activity in csas 1 today. its something like a personality test. i belong to sanguine which means that i am outspoken, loud, lively and whasnot. afterthat we were spilt into groups according to our different personality types to complete a mindmap on 'what causes low self-esteem' . i though our mindmap was pretty well-done. especially the part where we mentioned that sometimes a person's low self-esteem stems from friends who are very critical of them. if you have friends who degrade you or make you feel bad abt yourself, you should stay away from these people, or learn to speak up for yourself. work towards building up your self esteem, it might be hard, but i believes that it eventually pays off. however, there is only a thin line between self-confidence and arrogance.
daniel's group also pointed out that past trauma have also contributed to some others low self esteem. a person may have put in alot of effort fot a certain project and he thinks that its a job well-done but the project is being graded very badly or receives very negative feedback. this will cause a person to lose confidence in his ability and thus ressulting in low self-esteem.

Miss Chung, my comm skills lecturer told us that actually in every of us there are issues that we have low self-esteem about. we may not say it out loud, but it exists in everyone.
i believe so, how abt you?

my first salvo performance is coming up. 29th nov at TCC. wanna watch me perform with the rest of the group? its during Arts Happening week. so excited about it, im afraid that i will get stage fright!! hope that it doesnt happen. im on the third row, so i guess i will be pretty fine.

Kat have been telling me abt FOC. I WANNA JOIN AS GL! i like camps very very much. we must go through an interview before we qualify for the camp, or so i heard. i dont know why i didnt took part in the camp this year? i seriously cannot remember the reason, if i have told anyone what was the reason, please remind me abt it.

i joined i-guides. i dont know what it is actually. but han ping always manage to make it sound so fun. during week 0 orientation, she was kinda gushing abt how she wants i-guides to resume asap. since i-guides is a one sem kinda thing, no harm giving it shot. be active in school and accumulate plenty of SEAL points that wll look absolutely wonderful on my ??? i dont know whats that called.

i think i not feeling well cause i feel cold in the LTs and tutorial rooms when evryone elses seems to be fine with the air-con temperature. blame it on the weather.

i always save the last for the best. i've got my monthly pocket money on thursday. pure joy when i saw 3 digits instead of just a pathetic $10.?? when i check my account. plus i can get my pay anytime i want now. which means i will be another $100--richer. i still need to deduct cpf and whatevr crap from the little pay i've gotten.

thats all for today. see all of the earthlings very soon!!

2006-10-31T01:00:00.000+08:00

MONDAY!

i went for dinner with my best friend today... she said she had fun with muiiiiii.
we had plenty of fun chatting..more dinners like this...
cow wasnt able to make it, she will the next time round.

happy 18th birthday wei keat!
happy 17th birthday xinying!

november hurry come, so i can get my monthly vitamin M!!!!!

2006-10-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

hellos. i didnt blog for so long cause it thot there was something wrong with blogger but actually it was just the tag-board.

nothing much to update now. i can think of anything that i really really want to tell everyone so i will just wait till another day. and im gonna change tag-board to ??? i guess probably use haloscan or something so everyone can tag as much as they like. heehee.

the best news during the hols was that i finally learnt how to roller blade. im a natural... like as if, haha. thank you liying! thank you jeremy!

first week of school, everything is just great!

pocket money coming in on wed?
and i wanna meet my best friend for lunch/dinner date.
hello, laykim! are you reading this!?

i seriously hope that my lzx comes to singapore soon. i wanna watch his concert with shing candy liying. we are all lzx fan si. but i know he still loves me the most cause im his gf. whahahaha.

i wanna watch a movie again soon.
anyone?

2006-10-09T02:56:00.000+08:00

"what doesnt kills you makes you stronger."
i like this sentence alot mel cause i see alot of truth in it.
we are very strong people , dont you think so.
love you!

2006-10-08T01:50:00.000+08:00

never cycle. cause i couldnt wake up and the haze was bad.

not going sentosa anymore. cause the haze is bad.
so instead... i will be going to vivo city with the girls!!!!!!!

went down to millenium walk to get my pay. Mr B said that regina will call me regarding my schedule. but im still very irritated. cause she never ans my call, never call me back so i have to go down just to hear mr B says that she will call me. but what to do. the pay is good. $6/hr.

kat says to wear skirt or dress for shopping. but theres a better chance of her getting choked on a fishball. haha. just kidding. i just prefer jeans and shorts. its more convinent for me to kick you if you tease me.

the haze PSI reached 150 as of yesterday. its so bad.
irritated nose and irritated lungs. i thought i was going to have an asthma attack.
no sentosa trip. no late evening neighbourhood jogging. no outdoor sports=no roller blading. knn, spoil my plan. so much for wanting to learn roller blading. maybe swimming is the only outdoor sport that we can do now. but probably the pool will be polluted too.

meeting with the clarke quay girls! so happy!!!!!

2006-10-07T04:14:00.000+08:00

im cycling today.
im sentosa-ing tmrw.

i have a fun-filled life.

no eye candys. boring life.

2006-10-02T20:58:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
i dyed my hair today.

2006-09-23T18:37:00.000+08:00

haha. its just so funny!

im having insomia. and i need to study for my chemistry really badly! the rest im confident of but fuck that chemistry, you have no idea if your answers are correct. so you have to squeeze all the formulas and tules and whatever shit into your brain.

im so mightly proud of myself for math. i can do alot of questions! so clever!!!! HAP too, im so glad that i can memorise the facts.

guess thats all.

its just so funny. makes me wanna bowl over with laughter.

2006-09-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

towned with liying and xhui yesterday. the complain queen's lameness radar increases each time i meet her. she will talk nonsense and laugh loudly in the middle of orchard road and even resulted in people turning back to look at her. walk a distance from her when you town with her, dont wanna be mistaken, even as an accquittance with her. hahahahaha. just kiddinglahxhui. dontbeangrykaes.
we started in far east and ended in far east as quoted by xhui. trio walk until leg tired. but i haven been to town for a f*cking long time. i cant even rememeber the last time i hit town and it sure feels good to be strolling down the shopping paradise of singapore..

first day of work on friday, boring like you can never imagine. i was supposed to have salvo on friday, but i didnt know they changed it from sat to fri so i gave the manager there a schedule on friday. i would rather be salvoing. i was refilling the sugar bowls when they were druming away nd i busied myself by arranging then rearranging the untensils.
i stand for such freaking long hours. there is no proper slacking place for the staff nd when i got into bed, i was sore from lower back down. its tiring business standing.
the work there is more challenging than in my previous work place. there are more table setting etiquettes and we have to learn alot more about the food and menu. im glad that im a food science student, i had a easy time following the 'lesson' and i even answered a few questions correctly! ***APPLAUSES*** thank you people! im so touched!!!! --wipe away tears---
the working hours are quite consistent, 8 hours per shift. 8am-4pm, 12nn-8pm, 3m-11pm. there is not much to closing, we dont have to mop the floor or wash up the dishes. just clean up the bar counter and the 2 stations. everything can be done in 1/2 hr. station is the place where we put the untensils and sauces and water jugs and bread and butter and menus.
the uniform there is nice if it is fitting. zara top and bossini pants. i look abit cartoon in the loose pants. my jeans size is 30 but i guess for that pants it would have been 28 but i told regina that i wear 30 and its so baggy and long that i have to fold up the hems.
manager-->regina
asst manager-->mr B
mr B is like zai, crappy and dont exactly act like they are the manager. enjoy teasing the staffs and laughs alot. both are malay somemore. such a coincidence.
i hit off with the part-time staffs during my first day at work. good, i like it.

i wanna dye and hoghlight my hair badly. i dont know why, but i just do. my hunnie bunnie also wanna highlight her hair. maybe i dye my hair blue and highlight it green. sounds good...... my father will shave my hair off if i do that so i will probably stick to safe colour like the brown and/or red tones. cant wait to start working again and so more $$$$$$$ will starting appearing in my bank. such a fantasy, thinking abt money.

i actually cant wait to start revision and the cat is out of the stupid bag. they didnt kick a big fuss or anything but my mum have been nagging. and i told her that if i get As in my next sem, she better praide me everyday---she nodded. whateverrrrrrr

SHARON! YOU BETTER GET SOMETHING FOR THE 6 OF US, YOU DONT TRY, YOU HUNT FOR IT! GETTIT!. i bet vivien, oily, piggy, lyn, nehneh agrees with me.

thats all for today, see ya!!!!!

2006-09-14T16:24:00.000+08:00

supp paper revision:
HAP- mon & tues, 9-12pm (LT 5)
PIPC 1- tues, 2-5pm (LT 7)
MSta 1- wed , 9-12pm (LT 5)

im sure i can pass my math and hap. but for pipc, god bless.
results was as expected, didnt really hope much for it since i have already fail my coursework miserably. dont know how to tell my parents, but anyway if they ask then let the cat out of the stupid bag.
i think only a handful of ppl fail the sem exam. they only use 1 LT for the revision. mr tang says that for hap, they are practically goving us the ans to the supp paper, and i hope that they are telling the truth.
i wonder how they can help us in the supp paper for pipc. its really torturous not to know if you failed your sem exam because you fail the main paper or the coursework. if we knew, then it would be much easier to study.

for subjects that i passed, i got Ds. horrible terrible vegetable. and the worst thing is that for my GPA, i only got 0.58.

2006-09-13T03:18:00.000+08:00

i just wrote testimonials to alot of my friends!

2006-09-08T02:15:00.000+08:00

i wanted to blog but my dad just came into the room to sleep.
i shall go and watch thelast 4 disc of devil besides you.

I GOT MYSELF A JOB.
pays me $6 an hour (:
thanks lay kim!!!!

2006-09-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

i think im super clever!
everything will go just GREAT later. looking forward to it. a test of persuasion skills.

2006-09-02T02:06:00.000+08:00

heading for oily's bbq later.
might be going to liying's house before that but my mum wants me to cook dinner before i go.

i cant wait to take 'devil beside you' disc from lay kim. i keep going over to youtube for sneak previews. very bad. borrowing alot of vcds to indulge in this hols and im also going to look for a part time job. i need $$$$$$$$ to go shopping.

liying ask me go learn yoga with her. so damm cool.she ask me go do volunteer work also.
still pondering over what kind of jobs to apply for. check classified. good idea by liying again.

EXAMS OVER. IM DAMM HAPPY! free for at least 2 weeks.
sp hols for 1 month only. poor genieve. poor you you. poor lay kim.
TP got 2 months off (: (:

ASC camp is on next fri-sun but they never/have not contact me. how can like that.

going to have plenty of fun before revision schedule for supp paper comes out.

2006-08-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

i did this a long long time ago.
forgot to post it up cause i did it in the wee hours.
give me some comments kaes. see how true the quizzes are.
thank you.
i wanna do more when exams are over.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.

You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.

Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.

And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.

You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.

You are most compatible with: B and AB

Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio and

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

Your Luck Quotient: 65%

You have a high luck quotient.

More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life.

You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that.

Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.

How Lucky Are You?

You Were a Cat

You are an independent person who inspires others with your dreams.

A calm protector, you will fight when you need to.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest:

You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.

At Your Lowest:

You feel in a slump and lack creativity.

In Love:

You tend to be many people's ideal partner.

How You're Attractive:

You make people feel confident and accepted.

Your Eternal Question:

"What Impression Am I Giving?"

What's Your Power Color?

You Are 40% Cynical

Generally you give people the benefit of the doubt. But there are exceptions.

You buy into many of the things that mainstream society believes, but you're not anybody's fool.

How Cynical Are You?

You Should Be an Actor

You have a flair for the dramatic, and you probably already do a lot of acting in your day to day life, just to entertain yourself.

No need to steal the spotlight from your friends... You'll get plenty of attention once you start acting professionally!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.

In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!

And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.

Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

2006-08-21T16:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY!

everyone wish my blog happy birthday.
today is my pretty blog's bdae.
im a underaged mummy.

2006-08-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

-WAVES-
im a regular blogger =D

i think im a rocking cool person.
im studying hard for my exams.

let me share with all of you my notes.=p

buti dont think all of you can understand anyway,so lets just forget it. instead i will tell you what i have learnt .

firstly, i have to memeorise the 1st 20 elements of the periodic table, then i went on to memeorise the functional groups. alcohol, phenol, ether, aldehyde, ketone, ester, amide, amine, carboxylic acids.
those with a double bond oxygen are aldehyde&ketone&ester&amide&carboxylic acid.
alcohol and phenol have a -OH grp.

i proceeded to isomers.
cis & trans
E & Z

cis--> both H atoms or identical grp on same side
trans--> both H atoms or identical group on opposire side

E.... subsituents of higher priorities on each carbon on opposite sides
Z.... subsituents of higher priorities on each carbon on same sides

i did reactions next. but i think too much for all of you to process. we shall skip that.

im going to continue studying my OBC cause i think i have a high chance of passing that.maybe by a twist of fate, i migh be the top student in the semestral exam .

all the best to me.

2006-08-20T01:44:00.000+08:00

tmrw is my blog's bdae. i hope i remember to wish her happy bdae. haha.

when exams are over and i start feeling the holiday mood,
i will go out with these people whom i haven hung out with for a long long period of time and i didnt even msg them for a long time tttooo.
angie
umairah & nana
mokhsingyee.

i sorted my files out and hap is still in a mess. fuck it. i dont know how to arrange them.

i haven laugh like crazy for ages.
poly is getting better but not as wondeful as sec sch.
i can laugh like crazy everyday back then.
but only once in a while in poly.
it really sucks like crazy but im glad i can always count on stupid bahbah and melissa to liven things up with their stupid comments and lame jokes respectively.
liying & shing: thanks for the listening ear when i was feeling damm lousy during the start of poly.

mel is planning a trip o sentosa and im looking forward to that(:

exams are not here yet but im already planning what to do after exams. motivations to make me study for exams. lets see,
1) learn roller blading
2) go out with the above peeps and more
3) sentosa trip
4) ASC camp?
doesnt seem very exciting.

I HAVE NOT WATCH A MOVIE FOR VERY LONG!
xhui! the last movie i caught was on your bdae.so long right. kanasai.

can someone tell me a joke and make me laugh like im never going to stop?

2006-08-19T00:42:00.000+08:00

IM GLAD THAT I HAVE GOOD FRIENDS!
I LOVE THEM!

i love sjab
i love shing & candy
i love the luckies
i love xinfang & laykim
i love 4e5
basically, i just love all my friends

was great catching up with the st johnnies at peirce
back to the days of breast pinching/slapping/grabbing.
had loads of fun.
the suprise party for candy didnt turn out to be a suprise
she's one hot babe.
but we did embarass her by sing happy birthday over and over again.

the juniors have had a footdrill competiton whereby they were given time to practise and later present it infront of the corp and the seniors. horrible footdrill standard. can be better.
camwhored with the lamers in sjab. and i wanna say it again, i love sjab ALOT! my first aids skills are rusted and i need to start on them again lest i become a first aider not worth my salt. me bah lyn and gen look very colourful today with all our different coloured shirt.
bah in green
lyn in brown
gen in red
me in yellow
thereafter, went for dinner with green shirt, brown shirt and full of philosophy teh wei keat.

shing was very hardworking, went back to sch to mug. SO PROUD OF YOU. candy went to meet her friends, i think. yiting went to work. puay went to ang mo bridge. ken and kim tee i dont know and gen left w/o even saying goodbye to me. she can be a real asshole sometimes.

haad fun chatting with the green shirt, brown shirt and philosophical wk. he told us horror stoories of temasek poly. and as far as he know,ITAS is the cleanest (: temasek poly rawks. we are all from that cool poly!

exams are coming soon, so salvo has ceased till 6th sept. damm. i like going for salvo. its fun.
OBC: 25th
PIPC: 28th
MATH STA 1: 29th
HAP: 30th
SFP:31st

and the last day happen to be you you bdae. (:
hoping hard that i only need to take 2 supp instead of 5. i see plenty of hope for obc & sfp & probably hap.

i told sharon today that the biggest motivation in poly for me to study hard and pass everything with good results are the teachers in peirce. i dont want to disappoint koh, poon, tan(s), ong(s). when my care person told me that she sees me as someone who takes everything very lightly, i was rather upset by that remark.no idea why but it just upsets me. then while doing my portfolio for her, i came across the testimonial koh wrote for me. it made me feel so much better.at least there are teacher who truly know that i dont have an attitude problem.
it irks me when people says that i have attitude problem and they mean it. its sickening irritating and totally appalling to me.

anyway, i joined ASC as sub-comm. they say they will call me.
okay lor.

exams are coming, study hard everyone.
GOOD LUCK!

2006-08-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
i wanna join ASC.

2006-08-12T00:08:00.000+08:00

hello world!
i think terence from BMS is quite cool. like me.
yeah! and the best thing is that he is daniel's friend which mean i can get to see my eye candy whenever i see daniel.
CHEERSS!

2006-08-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

i will make an effort to. after my exams are over.
i hope friday lessons end latest at 1.
i hope i can pass the semestral exams with flying colours. i promise ms mah to do my best.
i hope i can be someone who makes a promise and deliver it.
i hope to find a job/jobs that i can do during the 1 month hols after my supp paper.
i hope and i know i can. life is a journey of endless learning.

school is getting better.
i fell and i picked myself up. sjab taught me to be perservering. im glad.
thinking back, its really stupid to screw up so fast in poly . fortunately its only semester 1, it has guaranteed that i will never screw up my studies for the rest of the 5 semester.

i have gotten my priorities mixed up which got me so miserable during the start of poly.
fuck my own time management.
fuck my bad sense of priorities.
i said to one of my classmate, life isnt all abt studies.
but i forgot, without studies, you have got no life to speak off.
damm. i can be really stupid.

learn how to manage the 1440 mins well everyday.
you will succeed.

i shall learn how to roller blade during the hols.

2006-08-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

lyn and sherlynn.....

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following without complaining.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say that he/she has been tagged.

FAVOURITES:
color: any colour that i like at the moment
food: i give in to cravings
song: songs that i can sing along to (:
movie: can i give genre--> action flicks
sport: badminton, volleyball, jogging.........
day of the week: the one that is a public holiday or any of the weekends.
cream: Haagen Dazs. i have to stay loyal. everyone should try strawberry cheesecake

CURRENT:
mood: dammness. i should be attempting the last years paper not doing this.
taste: the lingering sourness of new zealand apple
clothes: a tattered and torn tweety bird nighgown i brought from a pasar malam when i was in p5 and a pair of shorts
desktop: a stupid purple flower
time: 9;43pm
surroundings: my handsome brother's room
annoyance: my sister belting out billboard hits in her annoying voice
thoughts: why school starts at 9am tmrw.

FIRSTS:
best friend: we were a clique.
crush: some guy in this class i was prefect of in pri sch.
movie: some cartoon
lie: cant remember
music: baa baa black sheep/ mary had a little lamb/ twinkle twinkle little star. i cant remember i learnt which first.

LASTS:
cigarette: -
drink: plain water
ride: 165
crush: for me to know and you to find out
movie: memoirs of a geisha
phone call: lay kim

HAVE YOU EVER:
dated one of your best friends: -
been arrested: no
skinny-dipped: wished i dare but no
been on tv: very soon i will
kissed someone you don't know: no

THINGS:
4 things you did today: eat, listen to radio, watch tv, sneeze
4 sounds you can hear right now: fish leong's voice, the bidding for lucky items at the getai, my typing on the keyboards, my sister flipping her papers.

2006-08-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

im a happy girl today!
im feeling so freaking positive right now.
go and jog ard your neighbourhood, it makes you feel good. i went jogging with nini today(:
exams are coming and that means exams are endiing soon.
i hope my positive feelings keep up!
YEAH YEAH YEAH!

WEIXIANG & YIXIN GOT TOGETHER! the happy ending most people wanted, including me!!!

2006-07-30T04:36:00.000+08:00

IM WATCHING DEVIL BESIDE ME ON YOUTUBE!
anyone got the vcd,can lend me?
hey candy...(:

i want to fly to taiwan right away!!!!

2006-07-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

i resigned.
feeling pretty empty but relaxed at the same time.

no more schedule. no more dragging of feet to work. no more of the bad things but also no more of the good things.
no more crapping ard with the peeps
no more late nigh supper
no more ganging up with melissa to bully zai
no more complaining to everyone in the shop abt unreasonable customers
no more of sneaking little spoonful of ice cream into my mouth
no more asking of faizal , henry and whoever to make me ice cafe latte
no more income.

but i guess im happier this way.
im just so bloody gald that mel is in the same sch as me. i can meet her up for lunch and still crap ard with her. i will miss mei jun /minfen /ah ma /pauline. it would be pretty hard to meet up with them. they are not in my sch.

!!!!!!!!!!!!SSPPPPPPEEEEECCCCCHHHHHHH DAAYYYYYYYY ONNNNNNNN FFFFRRIIIIDDAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN GET TO MEET UP WITH THE LUCKIES & SHING!. sssooooooo HHAAAAAAAPPPPPPYYYYYYYY.
WWWOHHHHHHOOOOOOO.

2006-07-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

heeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaa.

im very angry today.
so fucking angry.
she put me down for 3 fucking schedule days.
fuckingchaocheebye.

so what if im not committed?
i have done all i could.
my life is not just about work and school.
you didnt want to excel in school, it doesnt mean we dont want to.

this is our part time job, not full time.
i dont care abt promotions.
i dont give two shit abt a $0.50 rise per hour.
i just wanna enjoy my life as a part-time worker.

i dont care. im skipping saturday.
go screw it.
im so fucked up.
are you only happy if everyones starts quitting and you start crying?
lamenting to whoever is available that you THINK that your words are too harsh.
so be it. you are too harsh and you have got to change.

knn.
im so fucking pissed.
im going to stop working after the next week.
you forced me too.
im starting to dislike you.
you are not professional.

HENRY! thanks for fighting for me. but dont bother next time. i dont even want to fight for myself for stars. dont waste your time. you and melissa are the best(:

2006-06-21T00:46:00.000+08:00

hey, just thought of something.
as your walk down bugis, orchard, you will notice that the fashion scene is slowly changing.
other that fashion, something is slowly changing also, the new age ah lians.
the new age ah lians will tell people that they are not ah lians.
the new age minas will say they are not minas.
so the next time you hear someone saying ,"im not an ah lian/mina,"you can be sure that they are one. maybe not.
of course they are not ah lians, they are just wannabe.
like lyn say, you an see ah lian wearing birkenstocks nowadays.
i agree.
that ah lian down the street carry LV also what.

sorry peeps, feeling a lil quarrelsome now.
so i shall just blog abt quarrelsome stuffs. heh.

the other day , at far east, i saw 2 periceans which i label as ah lians wannabe.
their dressing was not bad, just too matured. as usual,, ah lians wannabe always dress up 5 years too old,to attract the more older ah bengs to be their bf.
reason: to create trouble then got backing lor. ( fuck it, i really hate that backing word.)
then why these older ah bengs will like these xiao lians (a.k.a wannabes).
reason: the older lians are too hot too handle.

nehneh.
i hate ah lians wannabe.
i admit im pretty afraid of AH LIANS.
but pee to those ah lian wannabe.

ways to spot ah lians wannabe
they obviously look like 13/14 but dress like 17/18.
they are attenttion grabbers. scream and laugh like its xmas everyday.
after screaming/laughing out loud, you see their eyes darting ard to see if anyone is looking at them.
that permanently act cool look on their face.
they look like clones.

you walk down a street, turn a corner, pause and ask yourself,
'isnt that the girl i saw just now?'
oh, you didnt, ahlians wear the same fashion.

im bias, i only like my friends. if my friends says that they are not ah lians, they are not.
the girl sitting infront of me in the bus says she is not ahlian, (please refer to top).

enough of ah lians.

ON JULY 1, 4E5 IS HAVING A BBQ AT PASIR RIS.
AREA 2, PIT 22.
time not confirmed.
woooolllllaaaaaaallllllaaaaaa. i love 4E5.
i can see peipei and many many others there. like that one who always say he look like usher and that one who tells everyone how good-looking he is. and i can see ah lao and tennis.
4E5 is my favourite class. (: (: (:

actually the ah lian entry abit not connected and dont really make sense. but, heck, we hate ah lians wannabe, dont we.

2006-06-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

hi. back from camp.
event highlights by day.
DAY 1: BBQ
DAY 2: HIKING AT PULAU UBIN
DAY 3: CANOEING for cadets & cycling for the seniors.
DAY 4: CLEARING UP.

wanted to have journey to the west but mission aborted at the end.
tekan session on 2nd and 3rd night. its a tradition. but the batch that have it worse was candy's batch. they have to take tables and chairs down. our tekan session is peanuts compared to them.

anyway, on day 3, we went cycling at ecp.cycled for abt 3 hrs. so tired. my muscles ached so badly that i was complaining. i was so shag that i didnt join then for the tekan session. i went outside took a look and went to slp on the mat. deep heat i s good. i applied a coat of it over my thighs and WOW! i was feeling muccccccchhhhhhhhhh better the next day.

got a little emo talking abt sjab.
the best choice i ever made in my life was joining peirce sjab .
i grew up and learn many things in there.
sec sch is the only time for girls to experience the UG life.
dont say you regret joining sjab cause its one of the best thing that can happen to you
sjab is not boring, you have to be proactive.
sjab is not tough, it trains you to be tough.

joining sjab and experiencing it is the best thing that can happen in peirce, dont all pss st johnies agree?

joining competition team is the start of many tears, disagreements, punishments and also joy, laughter and knowledge learned. but the best thing is the b.o.n.d.i.n.g. with everyone elses in the comp team. you reap what you sowed.
put in effort in the training and you get to see results.

sjab is for winners not quitters
for those who quit sjab because its TOO TOUGH for them. you are all fucking losers. im glad you quit sjab. we dont have to take care of weaklings like you. we have better stuffs to do then to listen to all your craps abt here pain there pain.

i hate those who give excuses to quit sjab.
im okay with those who quit sjab because they like their other cca better.
im okay with those who likes student council then sjab.
i hate those who quit sjab because they think its too boring. YOU HAVE TO BE PROACIVE. nothing is fun if you dont participate in it. i can invite you to the greatest party ever and you still would thinks its b o r i n g, for a simple reason, you didnt get your ass out and join in the fun.

maybe if you start practising all the drills,
maybe if you start revising first aid and home nursing,
maybe if you take more interest in sjab PD and courses.
you would be saying how much you love sjab instead of " i want to quit."

take my advice people. be PROACTIVE.

you dont like the people in sjab? whats that you did that make people dislike you?
the most popular reason? you have a bad attitude.

clinche i know, but still,
attitude is the only thing that gives you 100%.

darness. i must cut down on other activities and get my butt down to sjab DM.
fuck the timetable. fuck that apel tutorial that ends at 5 every friday. fuck it. just fuck it. fuck AS no life time table. fuck .

2006-06-10T02:56:00.000+08:00

finally, im done with term test.
im going to fail 3 and pass 2
im going to get sliced up piece by piece by my parents.

my brother is in the army now. no asshole to bother me for two weeks. saddddddddd.

im so excited about sjab camp. very very happy. camp starts at 9am onmonday.theres no campfire this year. i think.

im going to have somuch fun during the camp-bullying all the juniors.(:

2006-06-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

sch is so fucked up. i dont know why. i just feel like saying it. i cant wait for sjabcamp!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-31T20:32:00.000+08:00

Surprisingly, I don’t feel tired at all when I reached home this evening.
I pass my obc. I could have gotten better but because of careless mistake .........

im thinking of doing something bad this saturdayyyyyyy, just because i dont feel like going and i just feel like faking itttttt.

i went tm with hwee lee today and she really can shop. i think i will become a shopaholic just like her. i have decided to save up my money and shop during the last week of every month just before I get my pay. In that way, I don’t have to moan about my ever depleting bank account. I JUST GOT MY AUTOMATED PAY TODAY!!!!!!!!! I’m so happy!! I got this top from 77th street, all because of this ‘FABULOUS’ word printed in front.

Term test is next week and I haven really started studying for it. Out of the 6 subject im taking , I have confidence for only 3. The rest, tsk tsk. Okay I admit I skip PIPC once too many. But math and HAP, kill me. in math, 30 marks comes from topic 2-logarithm. I fail that fking class test. I have got 3½ out of the 25 marks.

i think I know here the bulk of my $$$$$$$ goes to.
1) TRANSPORT
2) FOOD
I realized that I can accumulate $10 in bus fares in jus two days. Darnesssssssssssss.
When I withdraw $$$$ from the atm, I would just buy food, take cab. Ssshittt.
I learn to cut down. A learning process, haha. I bought bus concession. It saves me abt $50 a month I guess. On food, I would stop snacking on old chang kee, stop snacking on snack from Snacks @ Flavours. I hope I would have at least $100 or more in my bank acct when then end of the month nears instead of just the pathetic $20!!

Wee luan ask me to do this,
1) Wee Luan loves me.
So I oblige her lor. (: (: (:
But it’s a good thing she loves me right.

Sjab camp is approaching!!!! 12june-15 june!!!!! Yeah!!!!! Im most probably going. So long never go for sjab already. Lovveeeeeessssssss. But I would just probably let the sec 4s take charge and be advisers to them. Im gonna teach them how to play final battle. The one I played at ‘Week O’, so damm cool!!!! And im looking forward to campfire night. I can teach everyone some new songs/games? Yes, I will ask ard my schoolmates and ask them for games that we can play at camps.

Thank you everyone. I love all of you.
--(plenty) HUGSSSSSS (&) KISSSSSSSSEEEEESSSSSSSSS--

2006-05-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

i love sundays.
yesterday my sister told me something that got me all pissed off.

im glad i went for salvo from twelve to two, cause thats the time i can get alot of guidance. i have no sense of rhythm, i cant coordinate well, but i still love salvo.

2006-05-25T01:24:00.000+08:00

HA LOW! YOUR GOT MISH ME? I VEH BEZY, THEN I NO TIME BLOG. NOW GOT TIME BLOG I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BLOG. singlish is cool, i love singlish.

the GSS is coming. term tests are coming. term break is coming.
i hate lab lessons. i pon my first lecture last week.
good things that happen to me this week and last,
1) i pass my math class test
2) i pass my SFP test
3) i know how to do my HAP test
4) i know how to do my OBC test
5) i can memorise the basics of what was being taught in salvo drums
6) im so glad im in salvo drums
7) i took the bus to school with liying on mon
8) ivy ask me out
9) hsing yee brought me something from her thailand trip
10) im okay with that dont like me classmate already
11) i have a class clique
12) i understand my lessons
13) the mee pok i had for dinner on tues tastes very good
14) work was fun
15) i have got new colleagues
16) i have got my tertiary EZ link card
17) temasek poly serve good western food
18) melissa called me darlin in her sms
19) bah bah loves me
20) lay kim loves me
21) shing loves me
22) xinfang loves me
23) liying loves me
24) you you loves me
25) genieve loves me
26) vivien loves me
27) candy loves me
28) xinghui loves me
29) wan rong loves me
30) MY PAY IS COMING SOON!
31) many more other stuffs that makes me happy
everyone loves me! i KNOW! im so bhb, but i like it (: (: (:

i was unhappy this week and last:
1) i felt guilty for skipping my first lecture.
2) i couldnt wake up in time for classes.
3) i receive the warning letter for me being late for class
4) i do not have enough $$ to spend.

im enjoying school, except for the fact that i cant wake up for morning lectures anymore.

2006-05-14T02:24:00.000+08:00

i have got a question.
do guys find it so hard to close their legs when sharing a seat on the bus?
because i dont believe their balls are so big that they cant put their thighs together.
i swear!!!!!!!!!! next time if any guys sit beside me in the bus and they have the audacity to open their legs wide to realx their fucking big balls,
i will! yes! i will ask them to close their legs.

i have 2 tests scheduled for next fri. i have totally no confidence in math. as usual. nothing new. math is my nemesis. the usually confident me will sccumb (spelling?) at the word math. i hate math. but i think i will score pretty well for my HAP. the book smart me will score will in my HAP ( i think). whateer. i will just do my best. i hate competitiveness.

im going for dragon boating with xinni on mon. must wear red shirt leh. i likeee.red is nice. she said that their training very hiong. i only scared they do running. then thats it man!.. i cant run long distance. i feel so clumsy when i run nowadays. i dont feel that im running, i feel like im stammping my feet or something. the consequences of not exercising. im such a nice person. as always. (: (: (: i told xinni that im going trainings with her for whatever sports she wanna try out. im so sweet.

i skipped drums yeaterday cause i was working. i like drums. I THINK IM SO COOL!

i wanna join the cca my eye candy is in!!!!!

2006-05-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

guitar never call me up. because i think cause i dont have a background of learning it. my friend's friend got called up. how sad.
but i went for drums today. we did nth but watch video because due to miscommunications, the principal used the drums room. drums is cool. cool people join cool cca.
THANKS XINNI FOR COMING WITH ME. the thing ended at ard 9++ and i reach home at only 11+ cause we went for dinner after that. we waited for the bus for a verylong time. and i realised i can take alot of buses to school. i can take 25 and change to 8. i can take 147 and change to 23. i can take 72 and change to 15 or 23.so accessible. i likeeeeeee.

and one of my classmates dont like me.

friday is vesak day and im not working. its double pay!!!!!!!!!!. damm. but i worked on polling day and its a public holiday. i got double pay also. soooooo nicccceeeeeee. i wish all working day was double pay.
stacy quitted. now angeline is so upset. she says as long as we stay on and work she is happy already. she doesnt want to force us, she scared we all quit also.

im starting to understand my math cause i got pay attention in lecture!!!!!(: and mostly thanks to my sis and hongyun. my sis lend me her amath exercise book as reference and impart to me whatever limited knowledge she have abt amath to me. hongyun sits besides me and constantly reminds me abt the basics. so nice of my sis and hongyun

ccn day is coming and my class decided on three things. mashmallows chocolate. honey cornflakes. fruit juice. satay and otah.

i think yes! most probably i will join drums. cool people join cool cca! cool=me

2006-05-08T21:09:00.000+08:00

in poly, hardworking good.

2006-05-06T00:13:00.000+08:00

HEY!!!!!!!

MY CLASS is doing body arts like henna and temporary tatoos for temasek ccn(campus connect network) day.it is like a carnival to help students who are financially unstable. im so excited.
CCN IS SO EXCITING! there are also suggestions like selling popcorns, candy floss and i cant remember.
researching for henna designs. all those on the net looks so difficult. dont even know if we know how to do anot.

i manage to catch ylbfb on tv yesterday, Finally! watching my boyfriend on tv. totally love him/

today at work i saw Andy Hui look alike. xu zhi an. your know? sammi cheng's ex boyfriend. quite good looking. i was constantly going up to their table to refill their glass. stacy say xu zhi an table the guys quite good looking but the girls abit kns. Yah lor, i agree.

liying say she miss me leh.
i feel abit lost w/o her in my class. cause she the one who reminds me that we have test. do homework, when must hand up. see, how unattentive i was in class? then in turn, i entertain her . the nice and kind me. she love me alot you know.
poly life is fun and i said it once and im going to say it again. i cant wait to know which cca i will be joining. if time and if i understand my lessons, i would probably join both guitar and salvo dreums if both cca accepts me.

bahbah birthday is coming.its in 8 days time. maybe i can get jay/orlando to celebrate it for her. she will love me forever. but too bad, i dont have the $$ to hire them to celebrate no.2 birthday. so probably bring her out to see bloom's lastest movie on may 13th. but the plan is that we would be eating sakae. it would be a pre birthday celebration cause lucky sharon's birthday is on a school mon. maybe i can make her griiinnnnnnn widely by giving her big bouquet of flower on mon. but too bad again, i have no $$$$. haha, if bah sees this, she will probably want to kill me.
im unattentive during lecture. and my talking have distracted some (one) of my classmates. she lecture me leh. how sad.

i was telling hanping that school of business canteen very big but got lesser stalls than us. then itas canteen not very big but alot of stalls. she said that girls from ASC will go to school of ENG and school of BUS to look at guys whereas other school will come too our school to look at girls cause our AS is abit like female dominated.
but i think school of business is like school of beatiful people. they are all (in my opinion) more well-dressed/well-groomed.

im getting my pay in another 3 weeks? i always feel good when i get my pay. some shopping to do. yeah!!!!!!. but still long lah hor. im working only sat next week. they didnt give me schedule for friday which is vesak day (double pay leh!!!!!!!!!!!!). but never mind. i worked on voting day. singapore's publice holiday. so i got double pay also.

thats all peeps! see ya another day.

very hard to catch my eye candy leh!

2006-05-04T18:12:00.000+08:00

i was marked absent for class today because i was late.
at least now i know that it is not an empty threat.

i signed up for salvo drums and guitar!!!!!!!!!!!
something to do with arts, cause in pri i was in sports, sec sch i was in UG and now poly, arts. maybe if i get to U or something i will join clubs and scoities.. different exposure. heehee.

lessons are okay. can catch on mostly during tutorials. during lectures, i would normally talk, depends on who im sitting with. xinni and sutha joined salvo drums with me! yeah! i think i will make sure they join guitar. actually i prefer guitar to salvo drums cause guitar is something i can still play after i leave the school. where to find a salvo drum after graduation?
xinfang ask me to learn guan huai fang shi then play it for her,. yes!!!!!!!!! i definately will. no problem.

wanted to join poh and lyn for their makeup lecture today but i didnt in the end. haha cause i was too tired so i went home. and being the too ired me, i fell asleep on 8 and took it all the way to toa payoh and took a mrt to amk and then bus from there back home. waste my $$$$$$$$$.

i realised that my time table is not so packed after all. most of the lab sessions are on alternate weeks. so actually im let off early on certain days. and oon certain days i have long breaks. so happy (: that means i can go home and rest and do my tutorials.
having some problems with my math and statistic 1. there's Amath in it. we are starting from Log. theres a amath bridging lecture but i cant remember when. they are going to teach us simple differentiation. hope i understand most of it.

my classmates are very hardworking. i guess im the laziest perosn in class. everyone did their work. really everyone. even those i thot wont do their tutorials did. and im the slowest in class i guess. they were all shouting out answers to our lecturer but i was looking at xinni and asking her to teach me. so lost man. but i did catch on with xinni's help. i think im smart after all.

the only thing im most excited about poly is the cca im joining. most cca training hours are on weekdays are 6-9pm. mostly 2 days a week. a weekday and saturday.

my class is wearing all black tmrw because of azfar. he said polling day is on saturday and so if we are supporting him, wear black on friday. which is what our whole class is going to do. haha, sometimes, i just feel that i can be great friends with my classmates. but i still love my sec sch friends the most. (: they are the best!!!!!!!!!

JJ's concert is on 24th june. anyone wanna sponsor me and go with me?

2006-05-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

i saved as draft my post. if anyone wanna know what it is all abt, msg me then i send your the draft.
i know some of you will scold me for working myself too hard when you read the post.
but, for this once or many times to come. dont make any comments and let me rant okay. thanks alot. asusual, it has something to do with my work.
thanks alot for your co-operations.

2006-04-29T03:04:00.000+08:00

WAVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DID EVERYONE MISSSSSSSSSSSSSS MEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! yes yes yes. everyone did. i was so usy with poly. not exactly happy busy but busy cause theres alot of 'talks' on like expectations and stuffs. the formalities, you get it?

anyway,i have got a super nicely packed with fucking no life time table.
mon: 9am-5pm
tues: 9am-3pm
wed: 9am-6pm
thur:9am-6pm
fri: 9am-5pm

woots! so fun siaaaaaa siaaaaaa siaaaaaaa siiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. fuck siaaaaaaaaaa. im back at it again. haha. all the fuck coming up.

so, i dont have a click yet. i like my classmates. they are nice and you can see then slowly opening up.only hwee lee, day one of orientation, hyper already. sutha, dont need to warm up engine. mala, suppppeeeeeerrrrrrr funny. everything also can laugh. wee luan, suffering from narcissim.

i want to join badminton, so fun. but time table so packed. aiyo. if school related parents wont object. but i still have to work on saturday and probably certain fri. tsk. i enjoy working but i want to have fun at my poly life also mah. i should probably have heeded my parents advice and quitted my job. but, then again, i cant really survive on the $10 they give me everyday. i need soe extra incomes to buy clothes and spend. poly is hell of fashion show. some ppl dressing really make you go Wow!. then some, Wah):

poly is fun yet boring at the same time. i want to find a click or a close friend soon. then again,maybe i dont. i dont really know what i want either. everyday just go school and have fun, plenty of fun.

and, i think, i might have found a eye candy. ei, i say eye candy hor,not crush, ur anyhow think. kukubird.

FUCKING SORE EYES! GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME RIGHT NOW. m visiting the doctor later. haha, sore eye, you are so dead. im going to flush you away wit antiseptic eye wash. haha, i can hear you screaming right now. sore eye really causes alot of irritation. the yellow stuff is so freaking alot. im practically cleaning my eyes every 10 mins or so.
im vain lah okay. sore eye still use make up. splash make-up remover on my face lah and rub it hard with cotton. im vain lah, im still using make-up.

darns. i love poly clinics. they let do my fav hobby. before i can consult the doctor, i can probably do 1hr++ to 3hrs of ppl watching. if need carefare or whatever you call those extras, go polyclinic, garantee(spelling?) chop, sure got ppl.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$ appear in my bank account . im getting my pay soon. 3 more days. AT MOST. yes man, yes woman, money money money.

poly lectures are fun yet can be so confusing at the same time. you thot u understand, but actually,u dont. tsk tsk tsk/

i signed up for canoe polo, but i didnt go for trial. must wear swimming costume leh. i shy. my skin so kns, flash for whole world to see?competition, put me in team one sure win. cause other team busy puking and rubbing eyes.
i just wanna say, BADMINTON is the best of best. join badminton. yes, i willprobably join that. or maybe join applied sci studies club.

applied sci studies club is like student council of applied sci school. maybe i join student union with veeeeeepooohhhhhh. but if possible, i wanna join plenty of things. if only, my family was loaded.

everyone remind me to save $$$$$$$$. i last time so stingy, now spend money like, wah,
fountain slash water. your must remind me that i dont have a dad who prints thoseflowery notes.

thats all peeps. my eyes are so blur now. i have to blink and blink and its making me vvvvvvveeeeerry irritated.

seeeeeyaaaaaaaaaa.

2006-04-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

my no. 101 post!!!!!!!!!!

i will talk abt day 3tmrw. im chatting with liying now.

2006-04-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

HELLO! DO YOU KNOW APPLIEDFOOD SCIENCE ALSO HAVE TO TAKE A MATH?
I HAPPY HAPPY THOUGH THAT APPLIED FOOD SCIENCE DONT NEED TAKE AMATH BUT IT DIDNT TURN OUT TO BE SO. TODAY WAS QUITE BORING. ONLY MASS DANCE AND TEMASEK SONG NICE.I SPEND SO MUCH TIME SMSING THAT MY FINGER ACHES.

presenting temasek poly sign language song!!!!

VERSE:
THERE I SEE MY POLY
FILLS MY HEART WITH GLEE
WINDOW LIGHTS THAT SHINE LIKE THE STARS
BRINGING JOY TO US
WE CAN CLIMB THE HIGHEST PEAK
WITH OUR STRENGTH(STRONG)AND FEAT (BRAVE)
WORKING HARD IN HARMONY
ONE BIG FAMILY

CHORUS:
GO TEMASEK GO
I BELIEVE
I EMBRACE (HUG) YOU
GO TEMASEK GO
I REJOOICE
I ADORE (ADMIRE) YOU
STUDENTS WORK IN HARMONY
WORKING FOR THEIR DREAMS AND GOALS
WONDERFUL SOCIETY
TEMASEK YOU,WAY TO GO

REPEAT VERSE
REPEAT CHORUS X2

today's mass dance was extremely fun. everyone lovessssss it man. i can dance you know. i can shake my butt.
i wish there were more enthu ppl in my grp. they quite quiet alothough they will join in cheers but wont take initiative.i said i wanted to help my OLs today but in the end i did only once.

having rally match and final showdown with the lycans tmrw. we are gong to bedok reservior to have the WEEK O finale. i hope i will be more enthu, i hope the weather turns out fine, i hope i dare to lead the cheers. i hope tmrw's luch will be good.

I WANT TO HAVE FUN AT THE ORIENTATION! and im doing just average.i can have fun. i always tell others that fun is created by yourself. im going to do just that. scream shout laugh my head off and guts out. just like what i do at all sjab activities with the SJABs.

2006-04-19T22:59:00.000+08:00

the power of bah's bah's order. im blogging again!!!!! ( i scared scared) yeah!. im so busy earning $$$$$$ hor not like you lazy people rotting at home. kidding lah.

i had my WEEK O orientation Day 1 today. pretty fun. their ice-breakers really breaks the ice. maybe its because we are young adults and not like sec sch kids who are skeptical about making friends. by the end of the second or third game, you were kind of talking to almost about half of your class mates. so next time organisers if your need ideas for ice-breaker games, CALL me okay. i learnt alot from this camp.

my OL very enthu. and the both of them very funny.
one of the games, we were required to form a circle and hold the person's hand across us, so we thought we were supposed to untangle ourselves thenoneof my OL,
Zah (said): HaHa, your thought we going to ask you to untangle urselves right? Haha but wearesmarterthanthat.

we paired up, we shout out each other names, we played with water, we played gaint fingers, we crossed magic river, we had fun.

i think my class is okay, can get better. i hope i dont need 5 months to settle down in poly like in sec schs. my OL says DONT SKIP LECTURES!!! and if you do go to lectures, dont sleep. lectures are very very important.

vampires oei,
we suck.
vampires oei,
your blood.
vampires oei,
sssssssssssss burp!

we have a temask song that we are supposed to 'sing' using sign language. nice.

the organisers are smart, they leave all the important things that we are supposed to know on the last days, like time-tables and rules and regulations(i think). it is to prevent us from skipping the orientation. cunning. if they handed us the time-table today, i say bye bye for the next two days.

im going to take more initiative tmrw, hanping's voice is half gone, i understand her misery. i was once a gl too.

she told us to think of cheers for tmrw. though of a few or rather, stole from others. i think the elephants and the owls will know. we 'stole' these cheers from ppl playing games at the esplanade.

1)AA15
sat sat
best of all
you can never beat us all.

2)AA15
sat sat
bo chap
lets go

3)come challenge us if you dare
but you had better be prepared
cause AA15 is the best
you wouldnt want to mess with us.

4) (the classic)
-bombing game-
kana bomb kana bomb
kana bomb ahh si ehh song

thats all ): im not so creative after all. tsk tsk.

i think thats all.i will have more news 2molo.

love me everyone. i love you too.