parents nagged just now cause the table was very very messy.
hwee lee likes to tell others that my hair looks like a wig after which she will proceed to tug at my hair. sickening cow dung. my short hair damm nice la . j dubley er er L er er = hwee lee in french. genie gave me a bangle from hiong kiong today. thanks alot!
had lunch with kat and mel mel today. crapping ard is good for health. we should keep healthy more often. i seriously will consider having chicken rice set for luch everyday, its fantastic.
studying is tough business. just a few hours in school everyday and i can be all drained out when i reach home. i think im a pathetic soul, i go to school alone and go home alone almost everyday. nobody wants to go home with me.
we did an activity in csas 1 today. its something like a personality test. i belong to sanguine which means that i am outspoken, loud, lively and whasnot. afterthat we were spilt into groups according to our different personality types to complete a mindmap on 'what causes low self-esteem' . i though our mindmap was pretty well-done. especially the part where we mentioned that sometimes a person's low self-esteem stems from friends who are very critical of them. if you have friends who degrade you or make you feel bad abt yourself, you should stay away from these people, or learn to speak up for yourself. work towards building up your self esteem, it might be hard, but i believes that it eventually pays off. however, there is only a thin line between self-confidence and arrogance. daniel's group also pointed out that past trauma have also contributed to some others low self esteem. a person may have put in alot of effort fot a certain project and he thinks that its a job well-done but the project is being graded very badly or receives very negative feedback. this will cause a person to lose confidence in his ability and thus ressulting in low self-esteem.
Miss Chung, my comm skills lecturer told us that actually in every of us there are issues that we have low self-esteem about. we may not say it out loud, but it exists in everyone. i believe so, how abt you?
my first salvo performance is coming up. 29th nov at TCC. wanna watch me perform with the rest of the group? its during Arts Happening week. so excited about it, im afraid that i will get stage fright!! hope that it doesnt happen. im on the third row, so i guess i will be pretty fine.
Kat have been telling me abt FOC. I WANNA JOIN AS GL! i like camps very very much. we must go through an interview before we qualify for the camp, or so i heard. i dont know why i didnt took part in the camp this year? i seriously cannot remember the reason, if i have told anyone what was the reason, please remind me abt it.
i joined i-guides. i dont know what it is actually. but han ping always manage to make it sound so fun. during week 0 orientation, she was kinda gushing abt how she wants i-guides to resume asap. since i-guides is a one sem kinda thing, no harm giving it shot. be active in school and accumulate plenty of SEAL points that wll look absolutely wonderful on my ??? i dont know whats that called.
i think i not feeling well cause i feel cold in the LTs and tutorial rooms when evryone elses seems to be fine with the air-con temperature. blame it on the weather.
i always save the last for the best. i've got my monthly pocket money on thursday. pure joy when i saw 3 digits instead of just a pathetic $10.?? when i check my account. plus i can get my pay anytime i want now. which means i will be another $100--richer. i still need to deduct cpf and whatevr crap from the little pay i've gotten.
thats all for today. see all of the earthlings very soon!!
