today is my granny's bdae. i have not gotten anything for her.(im such a bad granddaughther),i made her angery today. ............................. i have not updated my personal diary for months. the last entry was dated in may last year i guess. too lazy and too busy. whatever. i just dont feel like heading for work sometimes, the weather turns me off. now, the air-con in turned on in my bro's room but im feeling fiking hot. sometimes, we regret decisions we make but was it worth regreting in the first place. did you foresee that you would be regreting your decision? if you did, then why did you stupidly go ahead with it?wished that you had held back your tongue? wished that you thought it over more carefully before you made a decision? wished that you had stop before you err? wish that you were not so impulsive, childish, unresonable, irresponsible, lazy or whatever? wish that you were nicer, more understanding, calmer? we cannot turn back time, but if given a chance to correct the wrongs, treasure it. once bitten, twice shy, twice bitten, don't cry, thrice bitten, go and die ( some teacher recited it to my class in sec one, it was interesting so i remebered it.) however, some regretted decisions are just like life lessons. learn from it and let live. i was doing online personality test and was feeling alittle emotional. some questions they asked, it evoked some memories. so i decided to blogged about it to feel better. don't bother ti understyand this entry if you cant, because, i tyed it without really thinking, just whatever came to mind, ijust type it down. some lighter, i turned down a 2 weeks job that pays $6.50 an hr because i was being responsible. wth. i could have easily earned $500++ from that 9-5 job during that periods. i handed in my schedule to my senior crew that was why i couldnt accept that job, anyway the cafe will be seriously short-handed next week. i saw the schedule, they paired me up with jodin at the galaxy on mon. but the thing is, there is hardly anyone at the galaxy on mon cause its not clubbing day, why get someone to help me? fri and sat are damm busy and yet i was alone? is this a new system? 2 person at the galaxy? it better be. i suddenly miss going out with shings. we do stupid things together, someone you can be totally comfortable with because she do not judge you.
