i have stupid attitude.yahs. retribution ba. scold others now its happening to me. i cry over trival matters. im like so lame. so bo liao. so stupid. stupid gal with a stupid attitude.i shant say why here dun wana hurt her feelings cux its lyk not her fault. those who noes will noe but if u dun, dun ask kaes. it kinda personal.thanks alot. investiture tmrw. mixed feelings in regards to the matter above. yah some may guess why if u have been at the rehersal today if u notice hard enuff. after all dat ive done. this is wat i get in return?? wadeva.my 'immune' system is down. dangerously low. radar mode at super-sensitive. dun irritate me,i prolly will bite u tmrw. hahs. still cant make up my mind wat to do tmrw. undecisiveness has set in again. doing sjab stuff. im off. i screw up EVERYTIME. there is not ONCE dat i do my cpbs work well. im a total loser.this year in terms of 'immune' system and planning. valarie= sucker.
